#696

[fonulyn]

I really don't know whether to smile or cry since he just is so precious. Look at that smile~♥ All this hate and bashing makes me so sad since how could anyone deserve something like it, especially someone who is pure sunshine and sweetness and talent. I'm just so incredibly, unbelievably happy to see him smiling. Oh bb things'll turn out fine~♥


In other news, I'm struggling through the physics reports. Hopefully with a little help from a friend I'll manage to finish the ones that need to be worked through MatLab during the weekend! It'd mean a huge load off my shoulders and maybe I'd manage to relax a little bit. Even if it means moving over to the two thesis I have to write. It's still one thing less to worry about!

Next Tuesday, I'll be traveling to Helsinki to see Dir en grey and I still somehow didn't realize it's happening. I bet I'll get all excited in the train on the way there while right now I'm just all "..." and barely think of it *laughs*


I also again lost the prescription to my painkillers. I don't know how I manage. All the other prescriptions I always have safe but the damn painkillers D: And those are the most essential ones. Thankfully I don't need them for a while now.


Plus I feel like it's been ages since I talked to some people, but I don't know how to take initiative again. I feel like I'm only hanging on to them and being an annoying brat, and I think I'm not going to last long anymore without any signs of, you know, it being a two-way-street.


My back is killing me. I'm off to write a monster fic I'll never finish.

Comments

[byoutekinaeiyuu.livejournal.com]

I know I know. With the thesis it is I write it write it write it and it's all me gusta B-) then after a while I reread it and it's NO ME GUSTA D: Or the other way - I me gusta what I didn't me gusta while writing it.

Werewolves are classic monsters (that actually are monsters in the same time too - like vampires are classic monster movie's monsters but technically they are more like dead people so at least in my private (and me thinks in Polish culture as well) view they are considered something ghost-like, while monsters should have pulse (or something pulse-like - they should be alive from biological pov).

Anyways, it turned out today I CAN'T GO to their live BAWWWWWWWWWWWW ;_; my friend can't go, it is whole weekend wasted while I have to work and life suxz.... Oh well, it's my fault. But while I'm done I will do something for me that you will hopefully like as well.

Goodluck with your papers, thesis and ff (it's SJ, isn't it? ;)

[fonulyn.livejournal.com]

haha I know, I'm always like that too. I'm all happy that it's amazing text and then I re-read it and go all D: since it sucks, or vice versa.

Oh, that does make sense, kinda. I never thought of the difference between monsters and ghosts for example. The wider definition of "monster" would fit all of it, everything supernatural including ghosts and vampires and whatever. But in the literal sense... hmmm.

Aw that sucks D: I'm so sorry! Just... it happens. Sadly ;__;

Thank you! I'm working on them ;D (yes it is x) though I do have that huge apocalyptic crossover fic in the works too!)

[byoutekinaeiyuu.livejournal.com]

huge apocalyptic crossover fic? ;)

DEG/SJ? :D :D :D xD