This entry should be titled "my friends and family are awesome how did I ever deserve them?" since oh my.

First of all mom and dad visited me today! Dad made me these flower-systems and helped me fix some things I'm too dumb or too short to do (aka attaching stuff to the ceiling or fixing the too low clothes hanger thing or so) and mom washed my dishes and brought me cake and we had a really nice long chat ;-; I love them and I already miss them. Now if only my brother would drag his butt to visit me I'd be super happy!

Some pictures ( here! )

Also, mhn77 was in Korea for ...three weeks? And she was kind enough to take along a shopping list from me (and from bling_asaur) and now last almost two weeks ago (I'm so slow...) I got a huge package from her! Not only the stuff I'd bought and paid for her, but also so much nice stuff she just got me because she's amazing and awesome and too good to be true ;__;♥♥♥

( Pictures! )

Then, as if that wasn't already more than enough, I also got a package from Ree and another from Eva and ajkfbnkhbks you are too nice to me okay!

( More pictures! )

So my friends are epic okay.


Also, seinen_no and oemmelchen are coming to visit me in less than a week! \o/ But more of that after the visit~

I am almost crying. That is how happy this made me. Die still owns such a large chunk of my soul. And he is beautiful. His smile is pure sunshine~

I need an icon or two of these but I can't, not now.

( More. )

Also look what came in the mail today!

( I forgot I even ordered it. )

Cheered me up lots too :3

I'm still so sick I can barely think straight. I've been up for fifteen minutes, didn't even get through my f-page, and I'm gonna go back to bed. I'd desperately need to do some schoolwork but... not gonna happen.

I am almost crying. That is how happy this made me. Die still owns such a large chunk of my soul. And he is beautiful. His smile is pure sunshine~

I need an icon or two of these but I can't, not now.

( More. )

Also look what came in the mail today!

( I forgot I even ordered it. )

Cheered me up lots too :3

I'm still so sick I can barely think straight. I've been up for fifteen minutes, didn't even get through my f-page, and I'm gonna go back to bed. I'd desperately need to do some schoolwork but... not gonna happen.

FIRSTLY. I've been meaning to recommend you all this for ages now! I'ts songofcolour's group and they are really good :D So it's worth a listen, most definitely! If you do, and have any thoughts on it, message her or something ;) (or tell me and I tell her? either way)



Then. I AM SICK. And I do not mean mentally but as in I have a cold and it's hard to breathe (marginally better than before sauna) and Heechul going to army and Leeteuk crying makes me cry too and yes. This is brought to you by project "ignore the stupid cold and cheer up" I designed to make myself feel better.

Starting with Diru? Good. Since gdi this picture of Die is absolutely fucking gorgeous and I can't get over how beautiful he is. His skin (although prolly photoshopped there but it's perfect, I know from experience) and his hair and his eyes and his... just him, okay? And Kaoru! This is the first (official) picture in ages that made me actually stop to stare at it since he looks so good. Not that Toshiya would lose any, he is as beautiful as ever. Adding the fact that Kyo looks better than in ages too, and that I love the Shinya picture... I'm a pretty happy fangirl. haha for once *laughs*

All of the above are taken from here :) I'm downloading some videos from their concerts but my internet is being bitchy so it might have to wait some time.

Dad got me hot rum so soon I'm gonna be both sick and drunk! \o/

Earlier today I bumped into this performance from the Immortal Song 2, and it is my new favorite song. HIGHLY RECOMMENDED.

( Here be the videos. )

Also when I was thinking of things that'd cheer me up, there was one thing that popped up constantly. Which brings me to the next part of my entry: A massive Qmi gif spam 8D AHAHAHAHAA. Those two are so adorable together it is bound to make me feel good.

( Cuteness overload. But beware! It's image heavy. )

Please forgive my commentary. ahaha I am a poor sick obsessed fangirl, alright. I am also leaving this entry unlocked for anyone in need for some cheering up :3 Sunshine should never be hidden away from anyone~


Also it's ridiculous but in this gif, Kyuhyun looks a bit like a demon *laughs* Just when he opens his eyes they look completely black and it made me think of Supernatural. And now I want to write a fic with demon!Kyuhyun but I have no plot and I have too many unfinished works to begin with so no. I'm trying to resist. BUT DEMON!KYUBB.


I was also considering crossposting the request fic -entry from my journal to the actual writing journal, but either a) no one would request anything or b) people would request kyumin or kyuwon or some stuff I don't wanna write and I'd be all :/ or c) I'd end up ignoring the requests since I have tons of things to do. So I'm trying to resist that, too. ansonkgjnsa my life is so hard.


This is for pi_ankh;


This is for daidetre;


This is for seinen_no;


And this is me tomorrow trying to write my thesis;




Yay! \o/ I do feel a bit better. I am still sick though and my chest hurts and it's difficult to breatheeeeeeee.

And I don't know which surpasses the other, my hatred towards tumblr or my hatred towards mozilla fucking firefox. Pah.

FIRSTLY. I've been meaning to recommend you all this for ages now! I'ts songofcolour's group and they are really good :D So it's worth a listen, most definitely! If you do, and have any thoughts on it, message her or something ;) (or tell me and I tell her? either way)



Then. I AM SICK. And I do not mean mentally but as in I have a cold and it's hard to breathe (marginally better than before sauna) and Heechul going to army and Leeteuk crying makes me cry too and yes. This is brought to you by project "ignore the stupid cold and cheer up" I designed to make myself feel better.

Starting with Diru? Good. Since gdi this picture of Die is absolutely fucking gorgeous and I can't get over how beautiful he is. His skin (although prolly photoshopped there but it's perfect, I know from experience) and his hair and his eyes and his... just him, okay? And Kaoru! This is the first (official) picture in ages that made me actually stop to stare at it since he looks so good. Not that Toshiya would lose any, he is as beautiful as ever. Adding the fact that Kyo looks better than in ages too, and that I love the Shinya picture... I'm a pretty happy fangirl. haha for once *laughs*

All of the above are taken from here :) I'm downloading some videos from their concerts but my internet is being bitchy so it might have to wait some time.

Dad got me hot rum so soon I'm gonna be both sick and drunk! \o/

Earlier today I bumped into this performance from the Immortal Song 2, and it is my new favorite song. HIGHLY RECOMMENDED.

( Here be the videos. )

Also when I was thinking of things that'd cheer me up, there was one thing that popped up constantly. Which brings me to the next part of my entry: A massive Qmi gif spam 8D AHAHAHAHAA. Those two are so adorable together it is bound to make me feel good.

( Cuteness overload. But beware! It's image heavy. )

Please forgive my commentary. ahaha I am a poor sick obsessed fangirl, alright. I am also leaving this entry unlocked for anyone in need for some cheering up :3 Sunshine should never be hidden away from anyone~


Also it's ridiculous but in this gif, Kyuhyun looks a bit like a demon *laughs* Just when he opens his eyes they look completely black and it made me think of Supernatural. And now I want to write a fic with demon!Kyuhyun but I have no plot and I have too many unfinished works to begin with so no. I'm trying to resist. BUT DEMON!KYUBB.


I was also considering crossposting the request fic -entry from my journal to the actual writing journal, but either a) no one would request anything or b) people would request kyumin or kyuwon or some stuff I don't wanna write and I'd be all :/ or c) I'd end up ignoring the requests since I have tons of things to do. So I'm trying to resist that, too. ansonkgjnsa my life is so hard.


This is for pi_ankh;


This is for daidetre;


This is for seinen_no;


And this is me tomorrow trying to write my thesis;




Yay! \o/ I do feel a bit better. I am still sick though and my chest hurts and it's difficult to breatheeeeeeee.

And I don't know which surpasses the other, my hatred towards tumblr or my hatred towards mozilla fucking firefox. Pah.

I really don't know whether to smile or cry since he just is so precious. Look at that smile~♥ All this hate and bashing makes me so sad since how could anyone deserve something like it, especially someone who is pure sunshine and sweetness and talent. I'm just so incredibly, unbelievably happy to see him smiling. Oh bb things'll turn out fine~♥


In other news, I'm struggling through the physics reports. Hopefully with a little help from a friend I'll manage to finish the ones that need to be worked through MatLab during the weekend! It'd mean a huge load off my shoulders and maybe I'd manage to relax a little bit. Even if it means moving over to the two thesis I have to write. It's still one thing less to worry about!

Next Tuesday, I'll be traveling to Helsinki to see Dir en grey and I still somehow didn't realize it's happening. I bet I'll get all excited in the train on the way there while right now I'm just all "..." and barely think of it *laughs*


I also again lost the prescription to my painkillers. I don't know how I manage. All the other prescriptions I always have safe but the damn painkillers D: And those are the most essential ones. Thankfully I don't need them for a while now.


Plus I feel like it's been ages since I talked to some people, but I don't know how to take initiative again. I feel like I'm only hanging on to them and being an annoying brat, and I think I'm not going to last long anymore without any signs of, you know, it being a two-way-street.


My back is killing me. I'm off to write a monster fic I'll never finish.

I really don't know whether to smile or cry since he just is so precious. Look at that smile~♥ All this hate and bashing makes me so sad since how could anyone deserve something like it, especially someone who is pure sunshine and sweetness and talent. I'm just so incredibly, unbelievably happy to see him smiling. Oh bb things'll turn out fine~♥


In other news, I'm struggling through the physics reports. Hopefully with a little help from a friend I'll manage to finish the ones that need to be worked through MatLab during the weekend! It'd mean a huge load off my shoulders and maybe I'd manage to relax a little bit. Even if it means moving over to the two thesis I have to write. It's still one thing less to worry about!

Next Tuesday, I'll be traveling to Helsinki to see Dir en grey and I still somehow didn't realize it's happening. I bet I'll get all excited in the train on the way there while right now I'm just all "..." and barely think of it *laughs*


I also again lost the prescription to my painkillers. I don't know how I manage. All the other prescriptions I always have safe but the damn painkillers D: And those are the most essential ones. Thankfully I don't need them for a while now.


Plus I feel like it's been ages since I talked to some people, but I don't know how to take initiative again. I feel like I'm only hanging on to them and being an annoying brat, and I think I'm not going to last long anymore without any signs of, you know, it being a two-way-street.


My back is killing me. I'm off to write a monster fic I'll never finish.

So. Back from Paris! 8D I wanted to write a long and coherent concert review but knowing me it will never ever happen. I barely managed to catch up on sleep, I'm completely exhausted still. After we flew from Paris to Turku, I still had a nine-hour drive ahead of me to get back home so I was traveling basically from 7 am to 3 am \o/ Plus I obviously had to be very awake during the drive. Anyways, it went better than I expected!

And Paris? Awesome. This entry will be solely about the concert on Friday, though, I don't have the energy (nor the time) right now to go through the rest of the photos. I'll make another entry about the rest of the weekend once I'm done looking through the pictures ;) The pictures for this were easy since I only had my old crappy camera with me, thus not many pictures XD

I don't know if anyone is interested but at least I documented the concert (somewhat *laughs*) for myself so I might remember it better. I swear my memory is so bad XD

( Incoherent, flaily spazzing and bad photos! \o/ )

Soooooo~ I think I'll end it here before I fall asleep on my keyboard. I hope it's at least semi-coherent *laughs* The main points are that I had tons of fun and it was money well spent! Even if I still kinda feel like crying for the lack of Zhou Mi, I am really happy that I got the chance to go there and it was really awesome.



And in the end a random Zhou Mi quote since I felt like it *laughs*

As long as this kid (Kyuhyun) is in China, my lullaby before going to sleep is STARCRAFT gun-noises.
~ Zhoumi

From here. Aw Mimi~ ♥ You love your Kyubb anyway.



Oh and I am so behind in everything ;__; I read your entries but didn't have time to comment on much anything and tomorrow I'm leaving to visit my grandmother. I'm back only late on Sunday so I'm again internet-less for a while. I have a ton of entries open in tabs waiting for me to reply to them but it might take ages. I'm sorry I'm such a bad friend ;____;

I'm so tired I think I'll just drop into bed. You wouldn't believe how long it took me to write this entry x__X;

And lj apparently has AGAIN some issues since it won't let me tag entries in any other way but manually typing every tag. Pffth.

So. Back from Paris! 8D I wanted to write a long and coherent concert review but knowing me it will never ever happen. I barely managed to catch up on sleep, I'm completely exhausted still. After we flew from Paris to Turku, I still had a nine-hour drive ahead of me to get back home so I was traveling basically from 7 am to 3 am \o/ Plus I obviously had to be very awake during the drive. Anyways, it went better than I expected!

And Paris? Awesome. This entry will be solely about the concert on Friday, though, I don't have the energy (nor the time) right now to go through the rest of the photos. I'll make another entry about the rest of the weekend once I'm done looking through the pictures ;) The pictures for this were easy since I only had my old crappy camera with me, thus not many pictures XD

I don't know if anyone is interested but at least I documented the concert (somewhat *laughs*) for myself so I might remember it better. I swear my memory is so bad XD

( Incoherent, flaily spazzing and bad photos! \o/ )

Soooooo~ I think I'll end it here before I fall asleep on my keyboard. I hope it's at least semi-coherent *laughs* The main points are that I had tons of fun and it was money well spent! Even if I still kinda feel like crying for the lack of Zhou Mi, I am really happy that I got the chance to go there and it was really awesome.



And in the end a random Zhou Mi quote since I felt like it *laughs*

As long as this kid (Kyuhyun) is in China, my lullaby before going to sleep is STARCRAFT gun-noises.
~ Zhoumi

From here. Aw Mimi~ ♥ You love your Kyubb anyway.



Oh and I am so behind in everything ;__; I read your entries but didn't have time to comment on much anything and tomorrow I'm leaving to visit my grandmother. I'm back only late on Sunday so I'm again internet-less for a while. I have a ton of entries open in tabs waiting for me to reply to them but it might take ages. I'm sorry I'm such a bad friend ;____;

I'm so tired I think I'll just drop into bed. You wouldn't believe how long it took me to write this entry x__X;

And lj apparently has AGAIN some issues since it won't let me tag entries in any other way but manually typing every tag. Pffth.