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I've spent the whole day grading exams and trying to figure out what my students deserve for their report cards. ahah it's kind of hard, to be honest. Especially since I'm so indecisive and MY HEART BLEEDS WHEN I NEED TO GIVE BAD GRADES :( I need to work on being harsher and more brutal okay. But the kids are so nice ;-; underneath all that "omg school sucks can we go home". lmao my subjects are the most hated but IDC.

Tomorrow we're going to a funeral and a confirmation party. I already know which one will be more fun (hint: not the confirmation) and I can't say I'm much enthusiastic but oh well. It's an obligation so it will be taken care of. haha dad said that if we survive tomorrow we'll celebrate it by getting drunk together as a nice family pastime (read; we'll have a bottle of cider/wine together while watching TV).

Tomorrow is also the next ice hockey game yaay! I really hope that we'll manage to kick Russia out of the games 8D WOULD BE SO AMAZING. Already the game against the US was really awesome, it was fast and quality and really entertaining and exactly how hockey should be (aka; a good game that Finland wins, /coughs) :3

Two more weeks to go before the semester ends! Both excited and kind of sad. I'll miss the seventh graders ;-; From now on I'll be working with older kids. BUT OH WELL.

I feel like ever since finishing the SBB fic I haven't gotten anything written and it bugs me. I have so many ideas and so much enthusiasm but then I come home to a headache and general lethargy and don't do anything at all. It kind of sucks but then again soon it's summer holidays and I keep hoping I get much done :3

Also I seem to be collecting taemints on twitter. I don't know how but it's not like I mind they're all so squishy and nice ;-;

My stomach hurts and I can't go to sleep yet so I figured I'd pimp this out here too.

---> A fic meme!

Basically, ask anything about a fic of your choice.

I'm really enjoying working although I still hate getting up early in the mornings. Tomorrow is my only day when I go in later! \o/

One of the other teachers asked me today where I got my nails done :3 I was happy to inform I painted them myself, haha~

I signed up for the SHINee big bang eventually, even though I don't know if I can work out anything for it. I'm not even sure of the pairing yet, although out of my three choices I'm kind of leaning towards one.

So, moved all of rabenhorst to dreamwidth just to have a backup of it too! (It has the same name, so if you're interested it's at rabenhorst.) If any of you make dw accounts or something, let me know, yes? :) I'm still not moving completely but I think I can work two sites simultaneously.

And I wanted to throw in a few links since people keep asking me what the whole deal with livejournal is. You can find lots of good, thorough entries about it, and for example this and this are very helpful.

If your only problem is the blank default page, then I suggest you try this add-on which is totally a life savior and I love it (thank you kanginese! ♥) ;~;

Other than that... I don't really have anything interesting to say right now. We're going through a presidential election in Finland right now and I just wish they'd stop the whole circus already. Nnnrggh they're all such idiots. I don't even know who I'm supposed to vote D: BAH.

Thesis is progressing! I have exactly ten days to finish it right now! \o/ And it's like. Maybe 2/3 done. Maybe. Keep your fingers crossed! :D

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My music recs never go that well but I figured I'd throw in a comic rec! I already advertised this to seinen_no on msn and have been harassing songofcolour with random comics and Kyuhyun nonstop keeping her from her work so... I will throw in an entry about them! :)

The comics are all from this site and although I will link you to a bunch of Finland comics there's a ton of other countries too ;D Search your favorite. But THESE ARE SO ACCURATE SOMETIMES. I've been laughing at so many of them. So a compilation of my favorites? Yes.

~ Coffee Thief; basically Finns drink loads and loads of coffee and it's said we can't function without it. while I don't personally drink any, it's still frighteningly true and I love the last panel.

~ Smalltalk; the little happy boy is FennoSwede, aka the Swedish speaking part of Finns living in Finland :) and this cracked me up so bad too.

~ Unlucky; this this THIS. it's how we basically see ourselves, always unlucky and pissed off about it. while Sweden (and Åland) are the super lucky ones. aww poor Finland. (his expressions!)

( More of the comic. )

So yes. That's it for now :3 These things make me laugh, I hope you found some of it amusing too.

Somehow this has been playing in my head for a long while now.

( Cut for video. )

I don't know if I posted it before but whatever, it's not like I never repeated things before 8D I love the song and I think it suits Donghae so well somehow. He gets to be all charming on stage ;D Plus Eunhyuk dancing asnkfjngknsnnnggh. and I swear the song is named after Donghae's rear end

And if you don't stop me now I'm gonna spam you a million other videos so I'll run away and get some food now. Mmmh. Food.


Oh and thesis is going ...okay. Ruthenium is conquered! Platinum left.

I'm leaving surprisingly many entries unlocked these days. Then again, if I spazz about a random comic, who's gonna care if it's locked or not. Da da dum.

My music recs never go that well but I figured I'd throw in a comic rec! I already advertised this to seinen_no on msn and have been harassing songofcolour with random comics and Kyuhyun nonstop keeping her from her work so... I will throw in an entry about them! :)

The comics are all from this site and although I will link you to a bunch of Finland comics there's a ton of other countries too ;D Search your favorite. But THESE ARE SO ACCURATE SOMETIMES. I've been laughing at so many of them. So a compilation of my favorites? Yes.

~ Coffee Thief; basically Finns drink loads and loads of coffee and it's said we can't function without it. while I don't personally drink any, it's still frighteningly true and I love the last panel.

~ Smalltalk; the little happy boy is FennoSwede, aka the Swedish speaking part of Finns living in Finland :) and this cracked me up so bad too.

~ Unlucky; this this THIS. it's how we basically see ourselves, always unlucky and pissed off about it. while Sweden (and Åland) are the super lucky ones. aww poor Finland. (his expressions!)

( More of the comic. )

So yes. That's it for now :3 These things make me laugh, I hope you found some of it amusing too.

Somehow this has been playing in my head for a long while now.

( Cut for video. )

I don't know if I posted it before but whatever, it's not like I never repeated things before 8D I love the song and I think it suits Donghae so well somehow. He gets to be all charming on stage ;D Plus Eunhyuk dancing asnkfjngknsnnnggh. and I swear the song is named after Donghae's rear end

And if you don't stop me now I'm gonna spam you a million other videos so I'll run away and get some food now. Mmmh. Food.


Oh and thesis is going ...okay. Ruthenium is conquered! Platinum left.

I'm leaving surprisingly many entries unlocked these days. Then again, if I spazz about a random comic, who's gonna care if it's locked or not. Da da dum.

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Everyone interested in jrock and fanfic, go go go! I won't be able to participate myself, for numerous reasons, but you should check it out if it interests you :)


In other news, Mozilla Firefox has been my loyal companion for years, but now for the past... year or so, it's been acting up so friggin' much I can't take it anymore. My nerves are already thin to begin with, and I'm not going to deal with that kind of extra crap. So I downloaded Google Chrome to see if I like it. Thus far, I don't think it's bad at all. But we'll see, time will tell. I'm just so sick and tired of the frustration FF gives me.

My thesis is... well, going forward. Slowly. I got two pages yesterday and one page today. Which means I'm now at the total of nine pages out of 15. It sounds so little but you wouldn't believe how friggin' slow it is to write this! I have to check every second word from a dictionary, I need to google and search the net when the dictionaries don't have what I need, and I need to come up with new words. It's...quite inventive. To say the least. But I'm getting there.

I also spent the weekend at my family's summer cottage with two friends and it was awesome. Tiring, but awesome! I think we have to do it again once :3 It was so nice to really spend time together with no hurry anywhere. And granny is in such a good shape! I don't even remember when she was last this good. She played cards with us and managed to sit for five hours without needing to rest in between! I didn't even believe she'd get back to this, but I am so happy she did! So relieved, too.

Uhmm what else. I think I go to sauna and then try to work a bit on my werewolf ficcie. It's a slow process, too, but it works kind of as a stress relief and I'm enjoying it x) or then I should finish the mpreg sequel but nnnnnngggggggggggh~

Oh and I don't know why everyone keeps saying it's so hard to edit entries on lj now..? o__O To me it's not that different from before. Different font and looks a bit off but... otherwise it works like before *shrugs*

Wow, that was random. Now I go, for real.

ETA; KYUBBBB~ ;~~~~; ♥♥♥♥

rules//sign-ups//follow us

Everyone interested in jrock and fanfic, go go go! I won't be able to participate myself, for numerous reasons, but you should check it out if it interests you :)


In other news, Mozilla Firefox has been my loyal companion for years, but now for the past... year or so, it's been acting up so friggin' much I can't take it anymore. My nerves are already thin to begin with, and I'm not going to deal with that kind of extra crap. So I downloaded Google Chrome to see if I like it. Thus far, I don't think it's bad at all. But we'll see, time will tell. I'm just so sick and tired of the frustration FF gives me.

My thesis is... well, going forward. Slowly. I got two pages yesterday and one page today. Which means I'm now at the total of nine pages out of 15. It sounds so little but you wouldn't believe how friggin' slow it is to write this! I have to check every second word from a dictionary, I need to google and search the net when the dictionaries don't have what I need, and I need to come up with new words. It's...quite inventive. To say the least. But I'm getting there.

I also spent the weekend at my family's summer cottage with two friends and it was awesome. Tiring, but awesome! I think we have to do it again once :3 It was so nice to really spend time together with no hurry anywhere. And granny is in such a good shape! I don't even remember when she was last this good. She played cards with us and managed to sit for five hours without needing to rest in between! I didn't even believe she'd get back to this, but I am so happy she did! So relieved, too.

Uhmm what else. I think I go to sauna and then try to work a bit on my werewolf ficcie. It's a slow process, too, but it works kind of as a stress relief and I'm enjoying it x) or then I should finish the mpreg sequel but nnnnnngggggggggggh~

Oh and I don't know why everyone keeps saying it's so hard to edit entries on lj now..? o__O To me it's not that different from before. Different font and looks a bit off but... otherwise it works like before *shrugs*

Wow, that was random. Now I go, for real.

ETA; KYUBBBB~ ;~~~~; ♥♥♥♥

I really don't know whether to smile or cry since he just is so precious. Look at that smile~♥ All this hate and bashing makes me so sad since how could anyone deserve something like it, especially someone who is pure sunshine and sweetness and talent. I'm just so incredibly, unbelievably happy to see him smiling. Oh bb things'll turn out fine~♥


In other news, I'm struggling through the physics reports. Hopefully with a little help from a friend I'll manage to finish the ones that need to be worked through MatLab during the weekend! It'd mean a huge load off my shoulders and maybe I'd manage to relax a little bit. Even if it means moving over to the two thesis I have to write. It's still one thing less to worry about!

Next Tuesday, I'll be traveling to Helsinki to see Dir en grey and I still somehow didn't realize it's happening. I bet I'll get all excited in the train on the way there while right now I'm just all "..." and barely think of it *laughs*


I also again lost the prescription to my painkillers. I don't know how I manage. All the other prescriptions I always have safe but the damn painkillers D: And those are the most essential ones. Thankfully I don't need them for a while now.


Plus I feel like it's been ages since I talked to some people, but I don't know how to take initiative again. I feel like I'm only hanging on to them and being an annoying brat, and I think I'm not going to last long anymore without any signs of, you know, it being a two-way-street.


My back is killing me. I'm off to write a monster fic I'll never finish.

I really don't know whether to smile or cry since he just is so precious. Look at that smile~♥ All this hate and bashing makes me so sad since how could anyone deserve something like it, especially someone who is pure sunshine and sweetness and talent. I'm just so incredibly, unbelievably happy to see him smiling. Oh bb things'll turn out fine~♥


In other news, I'm struggling through the physics reports. Hopefully with a little help from a friend I'll manage to finish the ones that need to be worked through MatLab during the weekend! It'd mean a huge load off my shoulders and maybe I'd manage to relax a little bit. Even if it means moving over to the two thesis I have to write. It's still one thing less to worry about!

Next Tuesday, I'll be traveling to Helsinki to see Dir en grey and I still somehow didn't realize it's happening. I bet I'll get all excited in the train on the way there while right now I'm just all "..." and barely think of it *laughs*


I also again lost the prescription to my painkillers. I don't know how I manage. All the other prescriptions I always have safe but the damn painkillers D: And those are the most essential ones. Thankfully I don't need them for a while now.


Plus I feel like it's been ages since I talked to some people, but I don't know how to take initiative again. I feel like I'm only hanging on to them and being an annoying brat, and I think I'm not going to last long anymore without any signs of, you know, it being a two-way-street.


My back is killing me. I'm off to write a monster fic I'll never finish.

Tomorrow I will have to teach a mathematics lesson in highschool, logic and number theory. More specifically, we are looking for the greatest common divisors and use the Eukleides algorithm. I went through the material several times, solved the problems I will make the students do, made sure I know how to explain things and prepared things in general. And now? Now I am drowning in panic. Sheer terror. Seriously, I am so nervous it's hard to breathe.

It's not the students I'm afraid of. It's not the topic, either, I used to love logic and number theory in high school. It's the instructor. She is incredibly strict to the point of being mean, and I am not the best person to receive criticism. Thankfully I only have to teach three lessons and then I'm done with the practical teaching! So I need to just try get through the lessons and the following two weeks and it'll be alright. I'm stressing way too much *laughs*

pi_ankh just posted this on tumblr and I had forgotten just how much it makes me smile. It was exactly what I needed right now.

Speaking of Korean pop, I am having an identity crisis XD I've never ever had such a celebrity crush before as I do now. I mean, granted, there are tons of hot men around and I could write a list of top100 gorgeous men to drool after anytime (remember when we started that, pi_ankh? we should do it again XD) but I've never before been so fixated on a single person before. *laughs* I feel like such a perv! Seriously though, Kyuhyun has edible thighs and a butt to die for. Not to mention his hands and fingers. Or his lips and neck, his eyes, his lips and the awkward and the cute.And the best thing ever is how he is so cuddly with his boyfriend ♥ Man the two are adorable! And I am addicted. Should I stop? 8D (and the worst thing is that I think he looks damn good even in his green pepper outfit. am I sick? 8D) Don't even get me started on how precious Mimi is.

...okay maybe I need food. And sleep. And stop obsessing over bbQ for a while.


AND FUCK the Russians play dirty! Seriously, watching the Czech Republic vs. Russia game makes me
a) pissed off since gdi ice hockey is NOT usually a game where you see blood and guts
b) scared since tomorrow it's going to be Finland against Russia
c) nauseated since although hockey is all about contact it's not about killing your opponents.

Not cool, Russia. Not cool.

Tomorrow I will have to teach a mathematics lesson in highschool, logic and number theory. More specifically, we are looking for the greatest common divisors and use the Eukleides algorithm. I went through the material several times, solved the problems I will make the students do, made sure I know how to explain things and prepared things in general. And now? Now I am drowning in panic. Sheer terror. Seriously, I am so nervous it's hard to breathe.

It's not the students I'm afraid of. It's not the topic, either, I used to love logic and number theory in high school. It's the instructor. She is incredibly strict to the point of being mean, and I am not the best person to receive criticism. Thankfully I only have to teach three lessons and then I'm done with the practical teaching! So I need to just try get through the lessons and the following two weeks and it'll be alright. I'm stressing way too much *laughs*

pi_ankh just posted this on tumblr and I had forgotten just how much it makes me smile. It was exactly what I needed right now.

Speaking of Korean pop, I am having an identity crisis XD I've never ever had such a celebrity crush before as I do now. I mean, granted, there are tons of hot men around and I could write a list of top100 gorgeous men to drool after anytime (remember when we started that, pi_ankh? we should do it again XD) but I've never before been so fixated on a single person before. *laughs* I feel like such a perv! Seriously though, Kyuhyun has edible thighs and a butt to die for. Not to mention his hands and fingers. Or his lips and neck, his eyes, his lips and the awkward and the cute.And the best thing ever is how he is so cuddly with his boyfriend ♥ Man the two are adorable! And I am addicted. Should I stop? 8D (and the worst thing is that I think he looks damn good even in his green pepper outfit. am I sick? 8D) Don't even get me started on how precious Mimi is.

...okay maybe I need food. And sleep. And stop obsessing over bbQ for a while.


AND FUCK the Russians play dirty! Seriously, watching the Czech Republic vs. Russia game makes me
a) pissed off since gdi ice hockey is NOT usually a game where you see blood and guts
b) scared since tomorrow it's going to be Finland against Russia
c) nauseated since although hockey is all about contact it's not about killing your opponents.

Not cool, Russia. Not cool.

Happy birthday, sunshine ♥

I know these birthday wishes are pretty much futile and the persons in question will never see them but maybe I am hoping that I can send some loving thoughts and good vibes all the way around the world this way. When there are enough people sending nice thoughts it's bound to be good for something, eh? And this man deserves all the love around. So yeah, happy birthday, from the bottom of my heart ♥

Besides, he's born in the same quality year as I am 8D

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Also, on a less wonderful note, my grandmother is pretty weak nowadays. She is tired and her health is wavering and we're all worried. Plus there is a kind of a family-war going on between my aunt (+her kids) and my father (+granny +us) and it's all very complicated. Let's hope it turns out fine though.

I wanted to talk about the parliamentary elections too, but it'd mean I'd have to explain the whole Finnish political system first and I'm not that good XD Let's just say that the results were a huge surprise. Everyone knew to expect protest votes but to this extent? Basically we have four main parties now instead of three. In a way I think it's good. In a way... well, let's see.

Also, I got the monstrosity of a paper/essay/article done! \o/ Meaning that after some tweaking tomorrow I'm free from it! *cheers* I feel accomplished!

And now, sleep. I am exhausted. I'm hungry too. But sleep is more important XD

Happy birthday, sunshine ♥

I know these birthday wishes are pretty much futile and the persons in question will never see them but maybe I am hoping that I can send some loving thoughts and good vibes all the way around the world this way. When there are enough people sending nice thoughts it's bound to be good for something, eh? And this man deserves all the love around. So yeah, happy birthday, from the bottom of my heart ♥

Besides, he's born in the same quality year as I am 8D

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Also, on a less wonderful note, my grandmother is pretty weak nowadays. She is tired and her health is wavering and we're all worried. Plus there is a kind of a family-war going on between my aunt (+her kids) and my father (+granny +us) and it's all very complicated. Let's hope it turns out fine though.

I wanted to talk about the parliamentary elections too, but it'd mean I'd have to explain the whole Finnish political system first and I'm not that good XD Let's just say that the results were a huge surprise. Everyone knew to expect protest votes but to this extent? Basically we have four main parties now instead of three. In a way I think it's good. In a way... well, let's see.

Also, I got the monstrosity of a paper/essay/article done! \o/ Meaning that after some tweaking tomorrow I'm free from it! *cheers* I feel accomplished!

And now, sleep. I am exhausted. I'm hungry too. But sleep is more important XD

Seriously this is a good day! Or would be if I didn't know seinen_no's day sucks (I'm so sorry bb, hopefully it'll get better still D:!) at least.

But this has been a day of so much love already! First of all, the lesson I taught today was an absolute success! Everything went so well it was almost magical and I was practically high after the lesson *laughs* It was so awesome and the kids were enthusiastic too! I feel accomplished!

The second good thing was basically yesterday but I wrote something I like. Which is a plus, always.

The third good point: Die. DIE DIE DIE DIE ♥♥♥ This man owns my soul. Seriously. Look at him. HOW IS HE SO PRETTY!?



;____;♥ His hairrrrr~ His skinnnn~ Just... everything!

I miss them. I wanna see them live again. I wanna see Die again. Just... give us even some interviews or clips or anything.

The fourth good point: Mimi. HOW IS HE SO CUTE!? Seriously, this had me smiling like an idiot.

First of all he already melts my heart with his smile but in the very ending? He is so cute I could die. That is pure concentrated adorableness! AND! TO TOP IT ALL! A QMI HUG! ♥ They huggg~ ;____;♥

[eta] And why is there so much qmi! ♥ Not complaining! [/eta]

[eta2] AND HOW AWESOME IS THIS! *laughs* [/eta2]

...and could this entry be more weird, spazzy and embarrassing? I didn't think so.

Then again my entries often are weird, spazzy and embarrassing. No biggie XD

Now, food!



seriously, all my entries lately consist of Die and Mimi XD

Seriously this is a good day! Or would be if I didn't know seinen_no's day sucks (I'm so sorry bb, hopefully it'll get better still D:!) at least.

But this has been a day of so much love already! First of all, the lesson I taught today was an absolute success! Everything went so well it was almost magical and I was practically high after the lesson *laughs* It was so awesome and the kids were enthusiastic too! I feel accomplished!

The second good thing was basically yesterday but I wrote something I like. Which is a plus, always.

The third good point: Die. DIE DIE DIE DIE ♥♥♥ This man owns my soul. Seriously. Look at him. HOW IS HE SO PRETTY!?



;____;♥ His hairrrrr~ His skinnnn~ Just... everything!

I miss them. I wanna see them live again. I wanna see Die again. Just... give us even some interviews or clips or anything.

The fourth good point: Mimi. HOW IS HE SO CUTE!? Seriously, this had me smiling like an idiot.

First of all he already melts my heart with his smile but in the very ending? He is so cute I could die. That is pure concentrated adorableness! AND! TO TOP IT ALL! A QMI HUG! ♥ They huggg~ ;____;♥

[eta] And why is there so much qmi! ♥ Not complaining! [/eta]

[eta2] AND HOW AWESOME IS THIS! *laughs* [/eta2]

...and could this entry be more weird, spazzy and embarrassing? I didn't think so.

Then again my entries often are weird, spazzy and embarrassing. No biggie XD

Now, food!



seriously, all my entries lately consist of Die and Mimi XD