I am almost crying. That is how happy this made me. Die still owns such a large chunk of my soul. And he is beautiful. His smile is pure sunshine~

I need an icon or two of these but I can't, not now.

( More. )

Also look what came in the mail today!

( I forgot I even ordered it. )

Cheered me up lots too :3

I'm still so sick I can barely think straight. I've been up for fifteen minutes, didn't even get through my f-page, and I'm gonna go back to bed. I'd desperately need to do some schoolwork but... not gonna happen.

FIRSTLY. I've been meaning to recommend you all this for ages now! I'ts songofcolour's group and they are really good :D So it's worth a listen, most definitely! If you do, and have any thoughts on it, message her or something ;) (or tell me and I tell her? either way)



Then. I AM SICK. And I do not mean mentally but as in I have a cold and it's hard to breathe (marginally better than before sauna) and Heechul going to army and Leeteuk crying makes me cry too and yes. This is brought to you by project "ignore the stupid cold and cheer up" I designed to make myself feel better.

Starting with Diru? Good. Since gdi this picture of Die is absolutely fucking gorgeous and I can't get over how beautiful he is. His skin (although prolly photoshopped there but it's perfect, I know from experience) and his hair and his eyes and his... just him, okay? And Kaoru! This is the first (official) picture in ages that made me actually stop to stare at it since he looks so good. Not that Toshiya would lose any, he is as beautiful as ever. Adding the fact that Kyo looks better than in ages too, and that I love the Shinya picture... I'm a pretty happy fangirl. haha for once *laughs*

All of the above are taken from here :) I'm downloading some videos from their concerts but my internet is being bitchy so it might have to wait some time.

Dad got me hot rum so soon I'm gonna be both sick and drunk! \o/

Earlier today I bumped into this performance from the Immortal Song 2, and it is my new favorite song. HIGHLY RECOMMENDED.

( Here be the videos. )

Also when I was thinking of things that'd cheer me up, there was one thing that popped up constantly. Which brings me to the next part of my entry: A massive Qmi gif spam 8D AHAHAHAHAA. Those two are so adorable together it is bound to make me feel good.

( Cuteness overload. But beware! It's image heavy. )

Please forgive my commentary. ahaha I am a poor sick obsessed fangirl, alright. I am also leaving this entry unlocked for anyone in need for some cheering up :3 Sunshine should never be hidden away from anyone~


Also it's ridiculous but in this gif, Kyuhyun looks a bit like a demon *laughs* Just when he opens his eyes they look completely black and it made me think of Supernatural. And now I want to write a fic with demon!Kyuhyun but I have no plot and I have too many unfinished works to begin with so no. I'm trying to resist. BUT DEMON!KYUBB.


I was also considering crossposting the request fic -entry from my journal to the actual writing journal, but either a) no one would request anything or b) people would request kyumin or kyuwon or some stuff I don't wanna write and I'd be all :/ or c) I'd end up ignoring the requests since I have tons of things to do. So I'm trying to resist that, too. ansonkgjnsa my life is so hard.


This is for pi_ankh;


This is for daidetre;


This is for seinen_no;


And this is me tomorrow trying to write my thesis;




Yay! \o/ I do feel a bit better. I am still sick though and my chest hurts and it's difficult to breatheeeeeeee.

And I don't know which surpasses the other, my hatred towards tumblr or my hatred towards mozilla fucking firefox. Pah.

So. The last entry was a Die-spazz so now allow me to have another one XD This time, initiated by the SJM new fashion shoot. More specifically this video.

Is there anything I don't love in the video? It's pretty much perfect 8D And to celebrate that, ( a few of my favorite moments. )

And this entry has nothing to do with Die, I know. But I have to include this.



HOSHIT. *_____*


I'm so sorry I know it's an image heavy entry with too much moving things ;______;


Oh and daidetre, I'm finally basically done with your tea-drinking hanchul! \o/

Seriously this is a good day! Or would be if I didn't know seinen_no's day sucks (I'm so sorry bb, hopefully it'll get better still D:!) at least.

But this has been a day of so much love already! First of all, the lesson I taught today was an absolute success! Everything went so well it was almost magical and I was practically high after the lesson *laughs* It was so awesome and the kids were enthusiastic too! I feel accomplished!

The second good thing was basically yesterday but I wrote something I like. Which is a plus, always.

The third good point: Die. DIE DIE DIE DIE ♥♥♥ This man owns my soul. Seriously. Look at him. HOW IS HE SO PRETTY!?



;____;♥ His hairrrrr~ His skinnnn~ Just... everything!

I miss them. I wanna see them live again. I wanna see Die again. Just... give us even some interviews or clips or anything.

The fourth good point: Mimi. HOW IS HE SO CUTE!? Seriously, this had me smiling like an idiot.

First of all he already melts my heart with his smile but in the very ending? He is so cute I could die. That is pure concentrated adorableness! AND! TO TOP IT ALL! A QMI HUG! ♥ They huggg~ ;____;♥

[eta] And why is there so much qmi! ♥ Not complaining! [/eta]

[eta2] AND HOW AWESOME IS THIS! *laughs* [/eta2]

...and could this entry be more weird, spazzy and embarrassing? I didn't think so.

Then again my entries often are weird, spazzy and embarrassing. No biggie XD

Now, food!



seriously, all my entries lately consist of Die and Mimi XD

I love all those pictures Die takes with dudes from other bands ;___; ♥ He is so pretty!

I promised you a picspam with long legs, didn't I? XD So here it comes. My three favorite long legged persons. It's not really a compilation of my all time favorite pictures but more my favorite pictures showing their legs XD And a couple of others throw in the mix. With shameless fangirling included. So beware, if you're allergic to spazzing, steer away XD

I wanna do other picspams too, but I thought this was a good way to start. I don't know why I have such a thing for long legs. Legs *___*


WARNING; this is an extremely image-heavy entry!

( Legs featuring Die, Mimi, Tosh and a cameo appearance from Kyu. )

I made a huge icon post the day before yesterday and now that I went through it today, I realized that this icon:

Looks like they're standing in front of the priest getting married XD The thought amuses me way more than it probably should. But they are meant to be!


I was just thinking that the next spam post could be brilliantly stunning smiles. And then I realized it would feature the exact same three persons as this. WTH? XD

Oh my gosh you should never let me near picture folders ever again.

I should go and finish at least one of the five ongoing ficlets I have in process.



[ETA;] and this now made me melt ♥

( vid here )

Die is happiness. Seriously.

And I want to write! Seriously, am itching to get some writing done finally and I swore that today I WILL get SOMETHING done at least! I went to the entry at direngrey_yaoi and it made me happy to see so much sentences requested and filled already. heh I wanted to fill some requests too, or something, but I'm seriously bad with that. One sentence? Oh no way *laughs* I write such short sentences always and then seeing those long, gorgeous, detailed sentences around made me back off in silence x)

So, I was thinking of going to one of the challenges I picked up from the net that I talked about a while back. There is the one where I'm supposed to write five different Die-centric pairings and I'm kinda enthusiastic about that. I had this weird, intense dream last night and I want to use it as a basis for one of the fics and see where it goes. Then again, if I want to make all the fics connected to each other I'd have to make a couple of the pairings just "friendship-pairings" since I refuse to write these things where all five of the Diru boys are gay and sleeping with each other x) I mean, the odds of having two, three of them gay is much more than all five of them, mathematically speaking, even if the odds aren't that good to begin with XD

Anyways, I want to get something done and I already have a few sentences I wrote for one of the fics for this series I am talking about. I don't know what to write in the middle-part though, I have the beginning and the ending but the middle is missing (like usual) and I have no clue what to introduce there. Maybe it'll come to me while I'm writing the beginning and the end ready but if not, you can prepare to hear me whine about it more in the future *laughs*

I'm sorry for blathering on and on about this but I'm EXCITED and it gets me so bouncy and I wanna finish this thing SO badly and no one wants to listen to my babbling so I have to channel it somewhere and thus, livejournal has to take all of my frustration and excitement and insane nonsense XD

Now off to the shop with mom and then writing writing writing.

[ETA] I love this:



Sorry, don't know the maker. But I absolutely adore the icon *laughs*

OH MY GOOOOOD!



adgshsgffbbslsba;;!!!

Stop doing this to me ;____; I AM DYING!

I swear my heart already stopped beating. I quite literally smashed my keyboard.

Screw cisplatin, I'm gonna stare at this for the next hour, thank you.

Stop frowning, love, it's gonna give you wrinkles. Not that it'd make you any less gorgeous.

( His boyfriend is looking good too 8D )

Oh boys.


ETA; YES I AM OBSESSED, I ADMIT.





8D