I am almost crying. That is how happy this made me. Die still owns such a large chunk of my soul. And he is beautiful. His smile is pure sunshine~

I need an icon or two of these but I can't, not now.

( More. )

Also look what came in the mail today!

( I forgot I even ordered it. )

Cheered me up lots too :3

I'm still so sick I can barely think straight. I've been up for fifteen minutes, didn't even get through my f-page, and I'm gonna go back to bed. I'd desperately need to do some schoolwork but... not gonna happen.

I am almost crying. That is how happy this made me. Die still owns such a large chunk of my soul. And he is beautiful. His smile is pure sunshine~

I need an icon or two of these but I can't, not now.

( More. )

Also look what came in the mail today!

( I forgot I even ordered it. )

Cheered me up lots too :3

I'm still so sick I can barely think straight. I've been up for fifteen minutes, didn't even get through my f-page, and I'm gonna go back to bed. I'd desperately need to do some schoolwork but... not gonna happen.

FIRSTLY. I've been meaning to recommend you all this for ages now! I'ts songofcolour's group and they are really good :D So it's worth a listen, most definitely! If you do, and have any thoughts on it, message her or something ;) (or tell me and I tell her? either way)



Then. I AM SICK. And I do not mean mentally but as in I have a cold and it's hard to breathe (marginally better than before sauna) and Heechul going to army and Leeteuk crying makes me cry too and yes. This is brought to you by project "ignore the stupid cold and cheer up" I designed to make myself feel better.

Starting with Diru? Good. Since gdi this picture of Die is absolutely fucking gorgeous and I can't get over how beautiful he is. His skin (although prolly photoshopped there but it's perfect, I know from experience) and his hair and his eyes and his... just him, okay? And Kaoru! This is the first (official) picture in ages that made me actually stop to stare at it since he looks so good. Not that Toshiya would lose any, he is as beautiful as ever. Adding the fact that Kyo looks better than in ages too, and that I love the Shinya picture... I'm a pretty happy fangirl. haha for once *laughs*

All of the above are taken from here :) I'm downloading some videos from their concerts but my internet is being bitchy so it might have to wait some time.

Dad got me hot rum so soon I'm gonna be both sick and drunk! \o/

Earlier today I bumped into this performance from the Immortal Song 2, and it is my new favorite song. HIGHLY RECOMMENDED.

( Here be the videos. )

Also when I was thinking of things that'd cheer me up, there was one thing that popped up constantly. Which brings me to the next part of my entry: A massive Qmi gif spam 8D AHAHAHAHAA. Those two are so adorable together it is bound to make me feel good.

( Cuteness overload. But beware! It's image heavy. )

Please forgive my commentary. ahaha I am a poor sick obsessed fangirl, alright. I am also leaving this entry unlocked for anyone in need for some cheering up :3 Sunshine should never be hidden away from anyone~


Also it's ridiculous but in this gif, Kyuhyun looks a bit like a demon *laughs* Just when he opens his eyes they look completely black and it made me think of Supernatural. And now I want to write a fic with demon!Kyuhyun but I have no plot and I have too many unfinished works to begin with so no. I'm trying to resist. BUT DEMON!KYUBB.


I was also considering crossposting the request fic -entry from my journal to the actual writing journal, but either a) no one would request anything or b) people would request kyumin or kyuwon or some stuff I don't wanna write and I'd be all :/ or c) I'd end up ignoring the requests since I have tons of things to do. So I'm trying to resist that, too. ansonkgjnsa my life is so hard.


This is for pi_ankh;


This is for daidetre;


This is for seinen_no;


And this is me tomorrow trying to write my thesis;




Yay! \o/ I do feel a bit better. I am still sick though and my chest hurts and it's difficult to breatheeeeeeee.

And I don't know which surpasses the other, my hatred towards tumblr or my hatred towards mozilla fucking firefox. Pah.

FIRSTLY. I've been meaning to recommend you all this for ages now! I'ts songofcolour's group and they are really good :D So it's worth a listen, most definitely! If you do, and have any thoughts on it, message her or something ;) (or tell me and I tell her? either way)



Then. I AM SICK. And I do not mean mentally but as in I have a cold and it's hard to breathe (marginally better than before sauna) and Heechul going to army and Leeteuk crying makes me cry too and yes. This is brought to you by project "ignore the stupid cold and cheer up" I designed to make myself feel better.

Starting with Diru? Good. Since gdi this picture of Die is absolutely fucking gorgeous and I can't get over how beautiful he is. His skin (although prolly photoshopped there but it's perfect, I know from experience) and his hair and his eyes and his... just him, okay? And Kaoru! This is the first (official) picture in ages that made me actually stop to stare at it since he looks so good. Not that Toshiya would lose any, he is as beautiful as ever. Adding the fact that Kyo looks better than in ages too, and that I love the Shinya picture... I'm a pretty happy fangirl. haha for once *laughs*

All of the above are taken from here :) I'm downloading some videos from their concerts but my internet is being bitchy so it might have to wait some time.

Dad got me hot rum so soon I'm gonna be both sick and drunk! \o/

Earlier today I bumped into this performance from the Immortal Song 2, and it is my new favorite song. HIGHLY RECOMMENDED.

( Here be the videos. )

Also when I was thinking of things that'd cheer me up, there was one thing that popped up constantly. Which brings me to the next part of my entry: A massive Qmi gif spam 8D AHAHAHAHAA. Those two are so adorable together it is bound to make me feel good.

( Cuteness overload. But beware! It's image heavy. )

Please forgive my commentary. ahaha I am a poor sick obsessed fangirl, alright. I am also leaving this entry unlocked for anyone in need for some cheering up :3 Sunshine should never be hidden away from anyone~


Also it's ridiculous but in this gif, Kyuhyun looks a bit like a demon *laughs* Just when he opens his eyes they look completely black and it made me think of Supernatural. And now I want to write a fic with demon!Kyuhyun but I have no plot and I have too many unfinished works to begin with so no. I'm trying to resist. BUT DEMON!KYUBB.


I was also considering crossposting the request fic -entry from my journal to the actual writing journal, but either a) no one would request anything or b) people would request kyumin or kyuwon or some stuff I don't wanna write and I'd be all :/ or c) I'd end up ignoring the requests since I have tons of things to do. So I'm trying to resist that, too. ansonkgjnsa my life is so hard.


This is for pi_ankh;


This is for daidetre;


This is for seinen_no;


And this is me tomorrow trying to write my thesis;




Yay! \o/ I do feel a bit better. I am still sick though and my chest hurts and it's difficult to breatheeeeeeee.

And I don't know which surpasses the other, my hatred towards tumblr or my hatred towards mozilla fucking firefox. Pah.

I stepped on something sharp and it cut my foot and now it hurts like mad D: it’s a TINY cut but it hurts to put weight on my foot so yeah. I’ve spent the day in bed, trying to finish up this. It’s a massive music post (in three parts, apologies for the spam) and I don’t know if anyone will get through it but yeah, if you do, you have my respect XD

I promised this to plastictear, who already worked his ass off making me a k-pop recommendation entry. So it's time to pay back with some of my very favorite music! The ones who have been my friends for long now probably know most of these already, I have been gushing about them more or less. But if you don't know them, or remember them, I recommend you try them out ;) Be warned, this is going to be massive. I, obviously, can never keep things short. So you can skip half/all of it, only try out random ones, go through it little by little throughout the next weeks or whatever suits you best. But if you listen to any of it, I would love it if you'd tell me what you think! Don't feel obligated to like it, even if you hate everything you can tell me that and I won't take it personally, promised XD But I'd love to know your thoughts and I love spreading my favorite music around and... yes I believe you get the drift and this is getting ridiculously long anyway. I AM SORRY I AM SUCH A BABBLER ;~;

But yes. I present thee
THE MASSIVE COLLECTION OF FONULYN'S FAVORITE MUSIC

( Here under the cut and yes it is indeed massive. )

Since it really is so massive, it's split into two other entries on top of this. So here;
PART II (A FINNISH MEDLEY) AND PART III (ABSOLUTE RANDOMNESS)


If you liked any of this, I can always provide you with more! (There are some uploads here already.)

I stepped on something sharp and it cut my foot and now it hurts like mad D: it’s a TINY cut but it hurts to put weight on my foot so yeah. I’ve spent the day in bed, trying to finish up this. It’s a massive music post (in three parts, apologies for the spam) and I don’t know if anyone will get through it but yeah, if you do, you have my respect XD

I promised this to plastictear, who already worked his ass off making me a k-pop recommendation entry. So it's time to pay back with some of my very favorite music! The ones who have been my friends for long now probably know most of these already, I have been gushing about them more or less. But if you don't know them, or remember them, I recommend you try them out ;) Be warned, this is going to be massive. I, obviously, can never keep things short. So you can skip half/all of it, only try out random ones, go through it little by little throughout the next weeks or whatever suits you best. But if you listen to any of it, I would love it if you'd tell me what you think! Don't feel obligated to like it, even if you hate everything you can tell me that and I won't take it personally, promised XD But I'd love to know your thoughts and I love spreading my favorite music around and... yes I believe you get the drift and this is getting ridiculously long anyway. I AM SORRY I AM SUCH A BABBLER ;~;

But yes. I present thee
THE MASSIVE COLLECTION OF FONULYN'S FAVORITE MUSIC

( Here under the cut and yes it is indeed massive. )

Since it really is so massive, it's split into two other entries on top of this. So here;
PART II (A FINNISH MEDLEY) AND PART III (ABSOLUTE RANDOMNESS)


If you liked any of this, I can always provide you with more! (There are some uploads here already.)

So. The last entry was a Die-spazz so now allow me to have another one XD This time, initiated by the SJM new fashion shoot. More specifically this video.

Is there anything I don't love in the video? It's pretty much perfect 8D And to celebrate that, ( a few of my favorite moments. )

And this entry has nothing to do with Die, I know. But I have to include this.



HOSHIT. *_____*


I'm so sorry I know it's an image heavy entry with too much moving things ;______;


Oh and daidetre, I'm finally basically done with your tea-drinking hanchul! \o/

So. The last entry was a Die-spazz so now allow me to have another one XD This time, initiated by the SJM new fashion shoot. More specifically this video.

Is there anything I don't love in the video? It's pretty much perfect 8D And to celebrate that, ( a few of my favorite moments. )

And this entry has nothing to do with Die, I know. But I have to include this.



HOSHIT. *_____*


I'm so sorry I know it's an image heavy entry with too much moving things ;______;


Oh and daidetre, I'm finally basically done with your tea-drinking hanchul! \o/

Tomorrow I will have to teach a mathematics lesson in highschool, logic and number theory. More specifically, we are looking for the greatest common divisors and use the Eukleides algorithm. I went through the material several times, solved the problems I will make the students do, made sure I know how to explain things and prepared things in general. And now? Now I am drowning in panic. Sheer terror. Seriously, I am so nervous it's hard to breathe.

It's not the students I'm afraid of. It's not the topic, either, I used to love logic and number theory in high school. It's the instructor. She is incredibly strict to the point of being mean, and I am not the best person to receive criticism. Thankfully I only have to teach three lessons and then I'm done with the practical teaching! So I need to just try get through the lessons and the following two weeks and it'll be alright. I'm stressing way too much *laughs*

pi_ankh just posted this on tumblr and I had forgotten just how much it makes me smile. It was exactly what I needed right now.

Speaking of Korean pop, I am having an identity crisis XD I've never ever had such a celebrity crush before as I do now. I mean, granted, there are tons of hot men around and I could write a list of top100 gorgeous men to drool after anytime (remember when we started that, pi_ankh? we should do it again XD) but I've never before been so fixated on a single person before. *laughs* I feel like such a perv! Seriously though, Kyuhyun has edible thighs and a butt to die for. Not to mention his hands and fingers. Or his lips and neck, his eyes, his lips and the awkward and the cute.And the best thing ever is how he is so cuddly with his boyfriend ♥ Man the two are adorable! And I am addicted. Should I stop? 8D (and the worst thing is that I think he looks damn good even in his green pepper outfit. am I sick? 8D) Don't even get me started on how precious Mimi is.

...okay maybe I need food. And sleep. And stop obsessing over bbQ for a while.


AND FUCK the Russians play dirty! Seriously, watching the Czech Republic vs. Russia game makes me
a) pissed off since gdi ice hockey is NOT usually a game where you see blood and guts
b) scared since tomorrow it's going to be Finland against Russia
c) nauseated since although hockey is all about contact it's not about killing your opponents.

Not cool, Russia. Not cool.

Tomorrow I will have to teach a mathematics lesson in highschool, logic and number theory. More specifically, we are looking for the greatest common divisors and use the Eukleides algorithm. I went through the material several times, solved the problems I will make the students do, made sure I know how to explain things and prepared things in general. And now? Now I am drowning in panic. Sheer terror. Seriously, I am so nervous it's hard to breathe.

It's not the students I'm afraid of. It's not the topic, either, I used to love logic and number theory in high school. It's the instructor. She is incredibly strict to the point of being mean, and I am not the best person to receive criticism. Thankfully I only have to teach three lessons and then I'm done with the practical teaching! So I need to just try get through the lessons and the following two weeks and it'll be alright. I'm stressing way too much *laughs*

pi_ankh just posted this on tumblr and I had forgotten just how much it makes me smile. It was exactly what I needed right now.

Speaking of Korean pop, I am having an identity crisis XD I've never ever had such a celebrity crush before as I do now. I mean, granted, there are tons of hot men around and I could write a list of top100 gorgeous men to drool after anytime (remember when we started that, pi_ankh? we should do it again XD) but I've never before been so fixated on a single person before. *laughs* I feel like such a perv! Seriously though, Kyuhyun has edible thighs and a butt to die for. Not to mention his hands and fingers. Or his lips and neck, his eyes, his lips and the awkward and the cute.And the best thing ever is how he is so cuddly with his boyfriend ♥ Man the two are adorable! And I am addicted. Should I stop? 8D (and the worst thing is that I think he looks damn good even in his green pepper outfit. am I sick? 8D) Don't even get me started on how precious Mimi is.

...okay maybe I need food. And sleep. And stop obsessing over bbQ for a while.


AND FUCK the Russians play dirty! Seriously, watching the Czech Republic vs. Russia game makes me
a) pissed off since gdi ice hockey is NOT usually a game where you see blood and guts
b) scared since tomorrow it's going to be Finland against Russia
c) nauseated since although hockey is all about contact it's not about killing your opponents.

Not cool, Russia. Not cool.

SM TOWN PARIS HERE WE COME!



( SPAZZ )


Maybe that covers like, half of my reaction. I still keep on staring at the tickets. Can't believe I got them.

THIS MEANS MIMI. OH YES.

And this made me laugh so friggin' much! Epic XD

AND DIRU IN AUGUST, THIS IS GOING TO BE EPIC. DIEEEE~♥



And ( how is Mimi so incredibly pretty? )


.

SM TOWN PARIS HERE WE COME!



( SPAZZ )


Maybe that covers like, half of my reaction. I still keep on staring at the tickets. Can't believe I got them.

THIS MEANS MIMI. OH YES.

And this made me laugh so friggin' much! Epic XD

AND DIRU IN AUGUST, THIS IS GOING TO BE EPIC. DIEEEE~♥



And ( how is Mimi so incredibly pretty? )


.

Okay this is a stupid, senseless entry that you may skip at will XD BUT IT MADE ME LAUGH! Basically it's only Super Junior and Pokémon. Probably won't make much sense to anyone but me and plastictear XD

First, let me tell you. Last night I had a dream where Zhou Mi was a jigglypuff. And at one point he evolved into a charizard and he was very sad since he wanted to be a jigglypuff still. Poor bb ;__; It also featured some other SJ-Pokemon, so now that I was chatting with plastictear on twitter we began to compile a full SJ-Pokemon list.

I only used pokémon from the first 150 of them since I'm old school. I know them by heart and love every single one to death but I have no idea about the new additional ones (except #151 being Mew XD). So. Yes.

( Shuupah juniaa pokemon~ )

Yes. I am amused. I am easy to amuse. pi_ankh and I had way too much fun coming up with the names for the combinations.

(Thanks to plastictear, pi_ankh and imxaxreader for help! ♥)

AND. My life is complete. Best gifs in the world.



♥♥♥ Kyubb is so not eating the banana prettily, he just stuffs his face with it. And it amuses me XD


[ETA;] why do i have a tag "siwon is hot" and a tag "siwon is hot as hell"? they're like the same thing! >:/

Okay this is a stupid, senseless entry that you may skip at will XD BUT IT MADE ME LAUGH! Basically it's only Super Junior and Pokémon. Probably won't make much sense to anyone but me and plastictear XD

First, let me tell you. Last night I had a dream where Zhou Mi was a jigglypuff. And at one point he evolved into a charizard and he was very sad since he wanted to be a jigglypuff still. Poor bb ;__; It also featured some other SJ-Pokemon, so now that I was chatting with plastictear on twitter we began to compile a full SJ-Pokemon list.

I only used pokémon from the first 150 of them since I'm old school. I know them by heart and love every single one to death but I have no idea about the new additional ones (except #151 being Mew XD). So. Yes.

( Shuupah juniaa pokemon~ )

Yes. I am amused. I am easy to amuse. pi_ankh and I had way too much fun coming up with the names for the combinations.

(Thanks to plastictear, pi_ankh and imxaxreader for help! ♥)

AND. My life is complete. Best gifs in the world.



♥♥♥ Kyubb is so not eating the banana prettily, he just stuffs his face with it. And it amuses me XD


[ETA;] why do i have a tag "siwon is hot" and a tag "siwon is hot as hell"? they're like the same thing! >:/

I'm still sick and incoherent XD And posting these since they made me smile and omg the fangirly spazz this caused! ♥

But yeah. Some cuteness for my viewing pleasure :3 If you're bothered by fangirling, skip at will XD I know I'm impossible.


(this already made my day♥)

( adorable~ )

The amount of handholding and hugging and touching and smiling and laughing these two do with each other is impossible. I'm dying from the absolute adorableness and love ;__;♥ Love is floating all around! Everywhere!


Though I'm kinda pissed I didn't order the special edition of the new album since now I get no poster and photocard :( Sucks. Boo.

And WHY does the internet connection AGAIN suck so much? >:/

I should find something to eat. I swear my life does not consist of only pretty boys and worshipping the ground they walk on. There's loads of work too but I prefer to ignore it once I can XD

I'm still sick and incoherent XD And posting these since they made me smile and omg the fangirly spazz this caused! ♥

But yeah. Some cuteness for my viewing pleasure :3 If you're bothered by fangirling, skip at will XD I know I'm impossible.


(this already made my day♥)

( adorable~ )

The amount of handholding and hugging and touching and smiling and laughing these two do with each other is impossible. I'm dying from the absolute adorableness and love ;__;♥ Love is floating all around! Everywhere!


Though I'm kinda pissed I didn't order the special edition of the new album since now I get no poster and photocard :( Sucks. Boo.

And WHY does the internet connection AGAIN suck so much? >:/

I should find something to eat. I swear my life does not consist of only pretty boys and worshipping the ground they walk on. There's loads of work too but I prefer to ignore it once I can XD

Seriously this is a good day! Or would be if I didn't know seinen_no's day sucks (I'm so sorry bb, hopefully it'll get better still D:!) at least.

But this has been a day of so much love already! First of all, the lesson I taught today was an absolute success! Everything went so well it was almost magical and I was practically high after the lesson *laughs* It was so awesome and the kids were enthusiastic too! I feel accomplished!

The second good thing was basically yesterday but I wrote something I like. Which is a plus, always.

The third good point: Die. DIE DIE DIE DIE ♥♥♥ This man owns my soul. Seriously. Look at him. HOW IS HE SO PRETTY!?



;____;♥ His hairrrrr~ His skinnnn~ Just... everything!

I miss them. I wanna see them live again. I wanna see Die again. Just... give us even some interviews or clips or anything.

The fourth good point: Mimi. HOW IS HE SO CUTE!? Seriously, this had me smiling like an idiot.

First of all he already melts my heart with his smile but in the very ending? He is so cute I could die. That is pure concentrated adorableness! AND! TO TOP IT ALL! A QMI HUG! ♥ They huggg~ ;____;♥

[eta] And why is there so much qmi! ♥ Not complaining! [/eta]

[eta2] AND HOW AWESOME IS THIS! *laughs* [/eta2]

...and could this entry be more weird, spazzy and embarrassing? I didn't think so.

Then again my entries often are weird, spazzy and embarrassing. No biggie XD

Now, food!



seriously, all my entries lately consist of Die and Mimi XD

Seriously this is a good day! Or would be if I didn't know seinen_no's day sucks (I'm so sorry bb, hopefully it'll get better still D:!) at least.

But this has been a day of so much love already! First of all, the lesson I taught today was an absolute success! Everything went so well it was almost magical and I was practically high after the lesson *laughs* It was so awesome and the kids were enthusiastic too! I feel accomplished!

The second good thing was basically yesterday but I wrote something I like. Which is a plus, always.

The third good point: Die. DIE DIE DIE DIE ♥♥♥ This man owns my soul. Seriously. Look at him. HOW IS HE SO PRETTY!?



;____;♥ His hairrrrr~ His skinnnn~ Just... everything!

I miss them. I wanna see them live again. I wanna see Die again. Just... give us even some interviews or clips or anything.

The fourth good point: Mimi. HOW IS HE SO CUTE!? Seriously, this had me smiling like an idiot.

First of all he already melts my heart with his smile but in the very ending? He is so cute I could die. That is pure concentrated adorableness! AND! TO TOP IT ALL! A QMI HUG! ♥ They huggg~ ;____;♥

[eta] And why is there so much qmi! ♥ Not complaining! [/eta]

[eta2] AND HOW AWESOME IS THIS! *laughs* [/eta2]

...and could this entry be more weird, spazzy and embarrassing? I didn't think so.

Then again my entries often are weird, spazzy and embarrassing. No biggie XD

Now, food!



seriously, all my entries lately consist of Die and Mimi XD