( ♥ )

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I've spent the whole day grading exams and trying to figure out what my students deserve for their report cards. ahah it's kind of hard, to be honest. Especially since I'm so indecisive and MY HEART BLEEDS WHEN I NEED TO GIVE BAD GRADES :( I need to work on being harsher and more brutal okay. But the kids are so nice ;-; underneath all that "omg school sucks can we go home". lmao my subjects are the most hated but IDC.

Tomorrow we're going to a funeral and a confirmation party. I already know which one will be more fun (hint: not the confirmation) and I can't say I'm much enthusiastic but oh well. It's an obligation so it will be taken care of. haha dad said that if we survive tomorrow we'll celebrate it by getting drunk together as a nice family pastime (read; we'll have a bottle of cider/wine together while watching TV).

Tomorrow is also the next ice hockey game yaay! I really hope that we'll manage to kick Russia out of the games 8D WOULD BE SO AMAZING. Already the game against the US was really awesome, it was fast and quality and really entertaining and exactly how hockey should be (aka; a good game that Finland wins, /coughs) :3

Two more weeks to go before the semester ends! Both excited and kind of sad. I'll miss the seventh graders ;-; From now on I'll be working with older kids. BUT OH WELL.

I feel like ever since finishing the SBB fic I haven't gotten anything written and it bugs me. I have so many ideas and so much enthusiasm but then I come home to a headache and general lethargy and don't do anything at all. It kind of sucks but then again soon it's summer holidays and I keep hoping I get much done :3

Also I seem to be collecting taemints on twitter. I don't know how but it's not like I mind they're all so squishy and nice ;-;

I kind of really want to update this thing more. It feels that livejournal is so dead that it kind of makes me avoid it too, which is not good :| or not avoid, per se, since I do read entries and look through my friends page nearly daily, but avoid in the sense of not updating it much. I know I owe you those picture posts still but I haven't had the chance to go through them yet. Working the days leaves me completely braindead during the evenings!

I thought I'd post some photos anyway. I bought this set of glitter nailpolishes and now I've been completely glitter addicted. First I painted my nails light pink and added pink glitter, then baby blue with light blue glitter, then I had red with golden glitter and now blue with silver glitter 8D I don't have photos of the red version (which I quite liked) but the others are presented under the cut!

( Nailpolish! )

Please ignore my fat fingers XD I quite like the colors :3 I tried out green also but it looked bad, probably because the basic green polish I used was too light. So I'll try again with stronger green at some point. And when the world championships for ice hockey start, I'm going to paint little Finnish flags on my nails :3

When I want to cheer myself up I buy things. Hence the glitter polishes, which were only 15€ for 25 colors though so it's not that bad. And also SHINee socks! \o/ I desperately needed new socks since most of what I have are kinda sorta broken, lmao. So I ordered me some~ of course the pictures are drawn and kinda vague but hey-ho they're cute!

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I also wanted Super Junior socks but all the ones I found on ebay were butt ugly :(

In addition to playing with nail polish, enjoying my new socks and working, I've been planning things to write. I don't get much actual writing done these days since I AM SO TIRED did I mention I'm tired? Good I'm tired :( But I keep myself sane by planning stuff and it ends up in me having a million unfinished fics and no actual energy to write any of them! \o/

I already posted the list on tumblr but this is my current wip list, excluding the fics I only have a veeeery vague idea for since if I include those the list would have forty of them and I'm not even kidding oh god I suck. BUT.

( ficlist (which is LONG be warned, just scroll by if not interested) )

So. That was long and I apologize :|

Oh man, really. I have a master's degree in science and I spend my evening wriggling my toes since I have cute socks. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME.

I shall go find food.

So, moved all of rabenhorst to dreamwidth just to have a backup of it too! (It has the same name, so if you're interested it's at rabenhorst.) If any of you make dw accounts or something, let me know, yes? :) I'm still not moving completely but I think I can work two sites simultaneously.

And I wanted to throw in a few links since people keep asking me what the whole deal with livejournal is. You can find lots of good, thorough entries about it, and for example this and this are very helpful.

If your only problem is the blank default page, then I suggest you try this add-on which is totally a life savior and I love it (thank you kanginese! ♥) ;~;

Other than that... I don't really have anything interesting to say right now. We're going through a presidential election in Finland right now and I just wish they'd stop the whole circus already. Nnnrggh they're all such idiots. I don't even know who I'm supposed to vote D: BAH.

Thesis is progressing! I have exactly ten days to finish it right now! \o/ And it's like. Maybe 2/3 done. Maybe. Keep your fingers crossed! :D

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.

My music recs never go that well but I figured I'd throw in a comic rec! I already advertised this to seinen_no on msn and have been harassing songofcolour with random comics and Kyuhyun nonstop keeping her from her work so... I will throw in an entry about them! :)

The comics are all from this site and although I will link you to a bunch of Finland comics there's a ton of other countries too ;D Search your favorite. But THESE ARE SO ACCURATE SOMETIMES. I've been laughing at so many of them. So a compilation of my favorites? Yes.

~ Coffee Thief; basically Finns drink loads and loads of coffee and it's said we can't function without it. while I don't personally drink any, it's still frighteningly true and I love the last panel.

~ Smalltalk; the little happy boy is FennoSwede, aka the Swedish speaking part of Finns living in Finland :) and this cracked me up so bad too.

~ Unlucky; this this THIS. it's how we basically see ourselves, always unlucky and pissed off about it. while Sweden (and Åland) are the super lucky ones. aww poor Finland. (his expressions!)

( More of the comic. )

So yes. That's it for now :3 These things make me laugh, I hope you found some of it amusing too.

Somehow this has been playing in my head for a long while now.

( Cut for video. )

I don't know if I posted it before but whatever, it's not like I never repeated things before 8D I love the song and I think it suits Donghae so well somehow. He gets to be all charming on stage ;D Plus Eunhyuk dancing asnkfjngknsnnnggh. and I swear the song is named after Donghae's rear end

And if you don't stop me now I'm gonna spam you a million other videos so I'll run away and get some food now. Mmmh. Food.


Oh and thesis is going ...okay. Ruthenium is conquered! Platinum left.

I'm leaving surprisingly many entries unlocked these days. Then again, if I spazz about a random comic, who's gonna care if it's locked or not. Da da dum.

My music recs never go that well but I figured I'd throw in a comic rec! I already advertised this to seinen_no on msn and have been harassing songofcolour with random comics and Kyuhyun nonstop keeping her from her work so... I will throw in an entry about them! :)

The comics are all from this site and although I will link you to a bunch of Finland comics there's a ton of other countries too ;D Search your favorite. But THESE ARE SO ACCURATE SOMETIMES. I've been laughing at so many of them. So a compilation of my favorites? Yes.

~ Coffee Thief; basically Finns drink loads and loads of coffee and it's said we can't function without it. while I don't personally drink any, it's still frighteningly true and I love the last panel.

~ Smalltalk; the little happy boy is FennoSwede, aka the Swedish speaking part of Finns living in Finland :) and this cracked me up so bad too.

~ Unlucky; this this THIS. it's how we basically see ourselves, always unlucky and pissed off about it. while Sweden (and Åland) are the super lucky ones. aww poor Finland. (his expressions!)

( More of the comic. )

So yes. That's it for now :3 These things make me laugh, I hope you found some of it amusing too.

Somehow this has been playing in my head for a long while now.

( Cut for video. )

I don't know if I posted it before but whatever, it's not like I never repeated things before 8D I love the song and I think it suits Donghae so well somehow. He gets to be all charming on stage ;D Plus Eunhyuk dancing asnkfjngknsnnnggh. and I swear the song is named after Donghae's rear end

And if you don't stop me now I'm gonna spam you a million other videos so I'll run away and get some food now. Mmmh. Food.


Oh and thesis is going ...okay. Ruthenium is conquered! Platinum left.

I'm leaving surprisingly many entries unlocked these days. Then again, if I spazz about a random comic, who's gonna care if it's locked or not. Da da dum.

FIRSTLY. I've been meaning to recommend you all this for ages now! I'ts songofcolour's group and they are really good :D So it's worth a listen, most definitely! If you do, and have any thoughts on it, message her or something ;) (or tell me and I tell her? either way)



Then. I AM SICK. And I do not mean mentally but as in I have a cold and it's hard to breathe (marginally better than before sauna) and Heechul going to army and Leeteuk crying makes me cry too and yes. This is brought to you by project "ignore the stupid cold and cheer up" I designed to make myself feel better.

Starting with Diru? Good. Since gdi this picture of Die is absolutely fucking gorgeous and I can't get over how beautiful he is. His skin (although prolly photoshopped there but it's perfect, I know from experience) and his hair and his eyes and his... just him, okay? And Kaoru! This is the first (official) picture in ages that made me actually stop to stare at it since he looks so good. Not that Toshiya would lose any, he is as beautiful as ever. Adding the fact that Kyo looks better than in ages too, and that I love the Shinya picture... I'm a pretty happy fangirl. haha for once *laughs*

All of the above are taken from here :) I'm downloading some videos from their concerts but my internet is being bitchy so it might have to wait some time.

Dad got me hot rum so soon I'm gonna be both sick and drunk! \o/

Earlier today I bumped into this performance from the Immortal Song 2, and it is my new favorite song. HIGHLY RECOMMENDED.

( Here be the videos. )

Also when I was thinking of things that'd cheer me up, there was one thing that popped up constantly. Which brings me to the next part of my entry: A massive Qmi gif spam 8D AHAHAHAHAA. Those two are so adorable together it is bound to make me feel good.

( Cuteness overload. But beware! It's image heavy. )

Please forgive my commentary. ahaha I am a poor sick obsessed fangirl, alright. I am also leaving this entry unlocked for anyone in need for some cheering up :3 Sunshine should never be hidden away from anyone~


Also it's ridiculous but in this gif, Kyuhyun looks a bit like a demon *laughs* Just when he opens his eyes they look completely black and it made me think of Supernatural. And now I want to write a fic with demon!Kyuhyun but I have no plot and I have too many unfinished works to begin with so no. I'm trying to resist. BUT DEMON!KYUBB.


I was also considering crossposting the request fic -entry from my journal to the actual writing journal, but either a) no one would request anything or b) people would request kyumin or kyuwon or some stuff I don't wanna write and I'd be all :/ or c) I'd end up ignoring the requests since I have tons of things to do. So I'm trying to resist that, too. ansonkgjnsa my life is so hard.


This is for pi_ankh;


This is for daidetre;


This is for seinen_no;


And this is me tomorrow trying to write my thesis;




Yay! \o/ I do feel a bit better. I am still sick though and my chest hurts and it's difficult to breatheeeeeeee.

And I don't know which surpasses the other, my hatred towards tumblr or my hatred towards mozilla fucking firefox. Pah.

FIRSTLY. I've been meaning to recommend you all this for ages now! I'ts songofcolour's group and they are really good :D So it's worth a listen, most definitely! If you do, and have any thoughts on it, message her or something ;) (or tell me and I tell her? either way)



Then. I AM SICK. And I do not mean mentally but as in I have a cold and it's hard to breathe (marginally better than before sauna) and Heechul going to army and Leeteuk crying makes me cry too and yes. This is brought to you by project "ignore the stupid cold and cheer up" I designed to make myself feel better.

Starting with Diru? Good. Since gdi this picture of Die is absolutely fucking gorgeous and I can't get over how beautiful he is. His skin (although prolly photoshopped there but it's perfect, I know from experience) and his hair and his eyes and his... just him, okay? And Kaoru! This is the first (official) picture in ages that made me actually stop to stare at it since he looks so good. Not that Toshiya would lose any, he is as beautiful as ever. Adding the fact that Kyo looks better than in ages too, and that I love the Shinya picture... I'm a pretty happy fangirl. haha for once *laughs*

All of the above are taken from here :) I'm downloading some videos from their concerts but my internet is being bitchy so it might have to wait some time.

Dad got me hot rum so soon I'm gonna be both sick and drunk! \o/

Earlier today I bumped into this performance from the Immortal Song 2, and it is my new favorite song. HIGHLY RECOMMENDED.

( Here be the videos. )

Also when I was thinking of things that'd cheer me up, there was one thing that popped up constantly. Which brings me to the next part of my entry: A massive Qmi gif spam 8D AHAHAHAHAA. Those two are so adorable together it is bound to make me feel good.

( Cuteness overload. But beware! It's image heavy. )

Please forgive my commentary. ahaha I am a poor sick obsessed fangirl, alright. I am also leaving this entry unlocked for anyone in need for some cheering up :3 Sunshine should never be hidden away from anyone~


Also it's ridiculous but in this gif, Kyuhyun looks a bit like a demon *laughs* Just when he opens his eyes they look completely black and it made me think of Supernatural. And now I want to write a fic with demon!Kyuhyun but I have no plot and I have too many unfinished works to begin with so no. I'm trying to resist. BUT DEMON!KYUBB.


I was also considering crossposting the request fic -entry from my journal to the actual writing journal, but either a) no one would request anything or b) people would request kyumin or kyuwon or some stuff I don't wanna write and I'd be all :/ or c) I'd end up ignoring the requests since I have tons of things to do. So I'm trying to resist that, too. ansonkgjnsa my life is so hard.


This is for pi_ankh;


This is for daidetre;


This is for seinen_no;


And this is me tomorrow trying to write my thesis;




Yay! \o/ I do feel a bit better. I am still sick though and my chest hurts and it's difficult to breatheeeeeeee.

And I don't know which surpasses the other, my hatred towards tumblr or my hatred towards mozilla fucking firefox. Pah.

So. The last entry was a Die-spazz so now allow me to have another one XD This time, initiated by the SJM new fashion shoot. More specifically this video.

Is there anything I don't love in the video? It's pretty much perfect 8D And to celebrate that, ( a few of my favorite moments. )

And this entry has nothing to do with Die, I know. But I have to include this.



HOSHIT. *_____*


I'm so sorry I know it's an image heavy entry with too much moving things ;______;


Oh and daidetre, I'm finally basically done with your tea-drinking hanchul! \o/

So. The last entry was a Die-spazz so now allow me to have another one XD This time, initiated by the SJM new fashion shoot. More specifically this video.

Is there anything I don't love in the video? It's pretty much perfect 8D And to celebrate that, ( a few of my favorite moments. )

And this entry has nothing to do with Die, I know. But I have to include this.



HOSHIT. *_____*


I'm so sorry I know it's an image heavy entry with too much moving things ;______;


Oh and daidetre, I'm finally basically done with your tea-drinking hanchul! \o/

Tomorrow I will have to teach a mathematics lesson in highschool, logic and number theory. More specifically, we are looking for the greatest common divisors and use the Eukleides algorithm. I went through the material several times, solved the problems I will make the students do, made sure I know how to explain things and prepared things in general. And now? Now I am drowning in panic. Sheer terror. Seriously, I am so nervous it's hard to breathe.

It's not the students I'm afraid of. It's not the topic, either, I used to love logic and number theory in high school. It's the instructor. She is incredibly strict to the point of being mean, and I am not the best person to receive criticism. Thankfully I only have to teach three lessons and then I'm done with the practical teaching! So I need to just try get through the lessons and the following two weeks and it'll be alright. I'm stressing way too much *laughs*

pi_ankh just posted this on tumblr and I had forgotten just how much it makes me smile. It was exactly what I needed right now.

Speaking of Korean pop, I am having an identity crisis XD I've never ever had such a celebrity crush before as I do now. I mean, granted, there are tons of hot men around and I could write a list of top100 gorgeous men to drool after anytime (remember when we started that, pi_ankh? we should do it again XD) but I've never before been so fixated on a single person before. *laughs* I feel like such a perv! Seriously though, Kyuhyun has edible thighs and a butt to die for. Not to mention his hands and fingers. Or his lips and neck, his eyes, his lips and the awkward and the cute.And the best thing ever is how he is so cuddly with his boyfriend ♥ Man the two are adorable! And I am addicted. Should I stop? 8D (and the worst thing is that I think he looks damn good even in his green pepper outfit. am I sick? 8D) Don't even get me started on how precious Mimi is.

...okay maybe I need food. And sleep. And stop obsessing over bbQ for a while.


AND FUCK the Russians play dirty! Seriously, watching the Czech Republic vs. Russia game makes me
a) pissed off since gdi ice hockey is NOT usually a game where you see blood and guts
b) scared since tomorrow it's going to be Finland against Russia
c) nauseated since although hockey is all about contact it's not about killing your opponents.

Not cool, Russia. Not cool.

Tomorrow I will have to teach a mathematics lesson in highschool, logic and number theory. More specifically, we are looking for the greatest common divisors and use the Eukleides algorithm. I went through the material several times, solved the problems I will make the students do, made sure I know how to explain things and prepared things in general. And now? Now I am drowning in panic. Sheer terror. Seriously, I am so nervous it's hard to breathe.

It's not the students I'm afraid of. It's not the topic, either, I used to love logic and number theory in high school. It's the instructor. She is incredibly strict to the point of being mean, and I am not the best person to receive criticism. Thankfully I only have to teach three lessons and then I'm done with the practical teaching! So I need to just try get through the lessons and the following two weeks and it'll be alright. I'm stressing way too much *laughs*

pi_ankh just posted this on tumblr and I had forgotten just how much it makes me smile. It was exactly what I needed right now.

Speaking of Korean pop, I am having an identity crisis XD I've never ever had such a celebrity crush before as I do now. I mean, granted, there are tons of hot men around and I could write a list of top100 gorgeous men to drool after anytime (remember when we started that, pi_ankh? we should do it again XD) but I've never before been so fixated on a single person before. *laughs* I feel like such a perv! Seriously though, Kyuhyun has edible thighs and a butt to die for. Not to mention his hands and fingers. Or his lips and neck, his eyes, his lips and the awkward and the cute.And the best thing ever is how he is so cuddly with his boyfriend ♥ Man the two are adorable! And I am addicted. Should I stop? 8D (and the worst thing is that I think he looks damn good even in his green pepper outfit. am I sick? 8D) Don't even get me started on how precious Mimi is.

...okay maybe I need food. And sleep. And stop obsessing over bbQ for a while.


AND FUCK the Russians play dirty! Seriously, watching the Czech Republic vs. Russia game makes me
a) pissed off since gdi ice hockey is NOT usually a game where you see blood and guts
b) scared since tomorrow it's going to be Finland against Russia
c) nauseated since although hockey is all about contact it's not about killing your opponents.

Not cool, Russia. Not cool.

SM TOWN PARIS HERE WE COME!



( SPAZZ )


Maybe that covers like, half of my reaction. I still keep on staring at the tickets. Can't believe I got them.

THIS MEANS MIMI. OH YES.

And this made me laugh so friggin' much! Epic XD

AND DIRU IN AUGUST, THIS IS GOING TO BE EPIC. DIEEEE~♥



And ( how is Mimi so incredibly pretty? )


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SM TOWN PARIS HERE WE COME!



( SPAZZ )


Maybe that covers like, half of my reaction. I still keep on staring at the tickets. Can't believe I got them.

THIS MEANS MIMI. OH YES.

And this made me laugh so friggin' much! Epic XD

AND DIRU IN AUGUST, THIS IS GOING TO BE EPIC. DIEEEE~♥



And ( how is Mimi so incredibly pretty? )


.

I'm still sick and incoherent XD And posting these since they made me smile and omg the fangirly spazz this caused! ♥

But yeah. Some cuteness for my viewing pleasure :3 If you're bothered by fangirling, skip at will XD I know I'm impossible.


(this already made my day♥)

( adorable~ )

The amount of handholding and hugging and touching and smiling and laughing these two do with each other is impossible. I'm dying from the absolute adorableness and love ;__;♥ Love is floating all around! Everywhere!


Though I'm kinda pissed I didn't order the special edition of the new album since now I get no poster and photocard :( Sucks. Boo.

And WHY does the internet connection AGAIN suck so much? >:/

I should find something to eat. I swear my life does not consist of only pretty boys and worshipping the ground they walk on. There's loads of work too but I prefer to ignore it once I can XD

I'm still sick and incoherent XD And posting these since they made me smile and omg the fangirly spazz this caused! ♥

But yeah. Some cuteness for my viewing pleasure :3 If you're bothered by fangirling, skip at will XD I know I'm impossible.


(this already made my day♥)

( adorable~ )

The amount of handholding and hugging and touching and smiling and laughing these two do with each other is impossible. I'm dying from the absolute adorableness and love ;__;♥ Love is floating all around! Everywhere!


Though I'm kinda pissed I didn't order the special edition of the new album since now I get no poster and photocard :( Sucks. Boo.

And WHY does the internet connection AGAIN suck so much? >:/

I should find something to eat. I swear my life does not consist of only pretty boys and worshipping the ground they walk on. There's loads of work too but I prefer to ignore it once I can XD

These made my day.



Baby elephant butt ♥ I love elephants ;__; ♥

( More cuteness. )

Loooooove ♥

These made my day.



Baby elephant butt ♥ I love elephants ;__; ♥

( More cuteness. )

Loooooove ♥