Just a short note (a proper life-update will follow after this)!

I had some people add me as a friend without saying anything to me, and I just wanted to repeat myself:

- hello it's wonderful to meet you!
- but would you please tell me if you actually want me to add you back?
- since otherwise I won't and the majority of entries here are locked
- also there will be no fic here (only random bursts of writer's agony)
- so if you're only after that please refer to rabenhorst :)
- but if you want to read my random life updates, just tell me and I'll add you!

Ok? Ok. :)

Now onto writing the promised actual journal update. A lot has happened and I'm sure I won't be able to touch half of it but I'll try to give you some sort of a short summary!

This entry should be titled "my friends and family are awesome how did I ever deserve them?" since oh my.

First of all mom and dad visited me today! Dad made me these flower-systems and helped me fix some things I'm too dumb or too short to do (aka attaching stuff to the ceiling or fixing the too low clothes hanger thing or so) and mom washed my dishes and brought me cake and we had a really nice long chat ;-; I love them and I already miss them. Now if only my brother would drag his butt to visit me I'd be super happy!

Some pictures ( here! )

Also, mhn77 was in Korea for ...three weeks? And she was kind enough to take along a shopping list from me (and from bling_asaur) and now last almost two weeks ago (I'm so slow...) I got a huge package from her! Not only the stuff I'd bought and paid for her, but also so much nice stuff she just got me because she's amazing and awesome and too good to be true ;__;♥♥♥

( Pictures! )

Then, as if that wasn't already more than enough, I also got a package from Ree and another from Eva and ajkfbnkhbks you are too nice to me okay!

( More pictures! )

So my friends are epic okay.


Also, seinen_no and oemmelchen are coming to visit me in less than a week! \o/ But more of that after the visit~

I kind of really want to update this thing more. It feels that livejournal is so dead that it kind of makes me avoid it too, which is not good :| or not avoid, per se, since I do read entries and look through my friends page nearly daily, but avoid in the sense of not updating it much. I know I owe you those picture posts still but I haven't had the chance to go through them yet. Working the days leaves me completely braindead during the evenings!

I thought I'd post some photos anyway. I bought this set of glitter nailpolishes and now I've been completely glitter addicted. First I painted my nails light pink and added pink glitter, then baby blue with light blue glitter, then I had red with golden glitter and now blue with silver glitter 8D I don't have photos of the red version (which I quite liked) but the others are presented under the cut!

( Nailpolish! )

Please ignore my fat fingers XD I quite like the colors :3 I tried out green also but it looked bad, probably because the basic green polish I used was too light. So I'll try again with stronger green at some point. And when the world championships for ice hockey start, I'm going to paint little Finnish flags on my nails :3

When I want to cheer myself up I buy things. Hence the glitter polishes, which were only 15€ for 25 colors though so it's not that bad. And also SHINee socks! \o/ I desperately needed new socks since most of what I have are kinda sorta broken, lmao. So I ordered me some~ of course the pictures are drawn and kinda vague but hey-ho they're cute!

( Read more... )

I also wanted Super Junior socks but all the ones I found on ebay were butt ugly :(

In addition to playing with nail polish, enjoying my new socks and working, I've been planning things to write. I don't get much actual writing done these days since I AM SO TIRED did I mention I'm tired? Good I'm tired :( But I keep myself sane by planning stuff and it ends up in me having a million unfinished fics and no actual energy to write any of them! \o/

I already posted the list on tumblr but this is my current wip list, excluding the fics I only have a veeeery vague idea for since if I include those the list would have forty of them and I'm not even kidding oh god I suck. BUT.

( ficlist (which is LONG be warned, just scroll by if not interested) )

So. That was long and I apologize :|

Oh man, really. I have a master's degree in science and I spend my evening wriggling my toes since I have cute socks. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME.

I shall go find food.

So, moved all of rabenhorst to dreamwidth just to have a backup of it too! (It has the same name, so if you're interested it's at rabenhorst.) If any of you make dw accounts or something, let me know, yes? :) I'm still not moving completely but I think I can work two sites simultaneously.

And I wanted to throw in a few links since people keep asking me what the whole deal with livejournal is. You can find lots of good, thorough entries about it, and for example this and this are very helpful.

If your only problem is the blank default page, then I suggest you try this add-on which is totally a life savior and I love it (thank you kanginese! ♥) ;~;

Other than that... I don't really have anything interesting to say right now. We're going through a presidential election in Finland right now and I just wish they'd stop the whole circus already. Nnnrggh they're all such idiots. I don't even know who I'm supposed to vote D: BAH.

Thesis is progressing! I have exactly ten days to finish it right now! \o/ And it's like. Maybe 2/3 done. Maybe. Keep your fingers crossed! :D

( ♥ )

.

I am almost crying. That is how happy this made me. Die still owns such a large chunk of my soul. And he is beautiful. His smile is pure sunshine~

I need an icon or two of these but I can't, not now.

( More. )

Also look what came in the mail today!

( I forgot I even ordered it. )

Cheered me up lots too :3

I'm still so sick I can barely think straight. I've been up for fifteen minutes, didn't even get through my f-page, and I'm gonna go back to bed. I'd desperately need to do some schoolwork but... not gonna happen.

I am almost crying. That is how happy this made me. Die still owns such a large chunk of my soul. And he is beautiful. His smile is pure sunshine~

I need an icon or two of these but I can't, not now.

( More. )

Also look what came in the mail today!

( I forgot I even ordered it. )

Cheered me up lots too :3

I'm still so sick I can barely think straight. I've been up for fifteen minutes, didn't even get through my f-page, and I'm gonna go back to bed. I'd desperately need to do some schoolwork but... not gonna happen.

So. The last entry was a Die-spazz so now allow me to have another one XD This time, initiated by the SJM new fashion shoot. More specifically this video.

Is there anything I don't love in the video? It's pretty much perfect 8D And to celebrate that, ( a few of my favorite moments. )

And this entry has nothing to do with Die, I know. But I have to include this.



HOSHIT. *_____*


I'm so sorry I know it's an image heavy entry with too much moving things ;______;


Oh and daidetre, I'm finally basically done with your tea-drinking hanchul! \o/

So. The last entry was a Die-spazz so now allow me to have another one XD This time, initiated by the SJM new fashion shoot. More specifically this video.

Is there anything I don't love in the video? It's pretty much perfect 8D And to celebrate that, ( a few of my favorite moments. )

And this entry has nothing to do with Die, I know. But I have to include this.



HOSHIT. *_____*


I'm so sorry I know it's an image heavy entry with too much moving things ;______;


Oh and daidetre, I'm finally basically done with your tea-drinking hanchul! \o/

Tomorrow I will have to teach a mathematics lesson in highschool, logic and number theory. More specifically, we are looking for the greatest common divisors and use the Eukleides algorithm. I went through the material several times, solved the problems I will make the students do, made sure I know how to explain things and prepared things in general. And now? Now I am drowning in panic. Sheer terror. Seriously, I am so nervous it's hard to breathe.

It's not the students I'm afraid of. It's not the topic, either, I used to love logic and number theory in high school. It's the instructor. She is incredibly strict to the point of being mean, and I am not the best person to receive criticism. Thankfully I only have to teach three lessons and then I'm done with the practical teaching! So I need to just try get through the lessons and the following two weeks and it'll be alright. I'm stressing way too much *laughs*

pi_ankh just posted this on tumblr and I had forgotten just how much it makes me smile. It was exactly what I needed right now.

Speaking of Korean pop, I am having an identity crisis XD I've never ever had such a celebrity crush before as I do now. I mean, granted, there are tons of hot men around and I could write a list of top100 gorgeous men to drool after anytime (remember when we started that, pi_ankh? we should do it again XD) but I've never before been so fixated on a single person before. *laughs* I feel like such a perv! Seriously though, Kyuhyun has edible thighs and a butt to die for. Not to mention his hands and fingers. Or his lips and neck, his eyes, his lips and the awkward and the cute.And the best thing ever is how he is so cuddly with his boyfriend ♥ Man the two are adorable! And I am addicted. Should I stop? 8D (and the worst thing is that I think he looks damn good even in his green pepper outfit. am I sick? 8D) Don't even get me started on how precious Mimi is.

...okay maybe I need food. And sleep. And stop obsessing over bbQ for a while.


AND FUCK the Russians play dirty! Seriously, watching the Czech Republic vs. Russia game makes me
a) pissed off since gdi ice hockey is NOT usually a game where you see blood and guts
b) scared since tomorrow it's going to be Finland against Russia
c) nauseated since although hockey is all about contact it's not about killing your opponents.

Not cool, Russia. Not cool.

Tomorrow I will have to teach a mathematics lesson in highschool, logic and number theory. More specifically, we are looking for the greatest common divisors and use the Eukleides algorithm. I went through the material several times, solved the problems I will make the students do, made sure I know how to explain things and prepared things in general. And now? Now I am drowning in panic. Sheer terror. Seriously, I am so nervous it's hard to breathe.

It's not the students I'm afraid of. It's not the topic, either, I used to love logic and number theory in high school. It's the instructor. She is incredibly strict to the point of being mean, and I am not the best person to receive criticism. Thankfully I only have to teach three lessons and then I'm done with the practical teaching! So I need to just try get through the lessons and the following two weeks and it'll be alright. I'm stressing way too much *laughs*

pi_ankh just posted this on tumblr and I had forgotten just how much it makes me smile. It was exactly what I needed right now.

Speaking of Korean pop, I am having an identity crisis XD I've never ever had such a celebrity crush before as I do now. I mean, granted, there are tons of hot men around and I could write a list of top100 gorgeous men to drool after anytime (remember when we started that, pi_ankh? we should do it again XD) but I've never before been so fixated on a single person before. *laughs* I feel like such a perv! Seriously though, Kyuhyun has edible thighs and a butt to die for. Not to mention his hands and fingers. Or his lips and neck, his eyes, his lips and the awkward and the cute.And the best thing ever is how he is so cuddly with his boyfriend ♥ Man the two are adorable! And I am addicted. Should I stop? 8D (and the worst thing is that I think he looks damn good even in his green pepper outfit. am I sick? 8D) Don't even get me started on how precious Mimi is.

...okay maybe I need food. And sleep. And stop obsessing over bbQ for a while.


AND FUCK the Russians play dirty! Seriously, watching the Czech Republic vs. Russia game makes me
a) pissed off since gdi ice hockey is NOT usually a game where you see blood and guts
b) scared since tomorrow it's going to be Finland against Russia
c) nauseated since although hockey is all about contact it's not about killing your opponents.

Not cool, Russia. Not cool.

SM TOWN PARIS HERE WE COME!



( SPAZZ )


Maybe that covers like, half of my reaction. I still keep on staring at the tickets. Can't believe I got them.

THIS MEANS MIMI. OH YES.

And this made me laugh so friggin' much! Epic XD

AND DIRU IN AUGUST, THIS IS GOING TO BE EPIC. DIEEEE~♥



And ( how is Mimi so incredibly pretty? )


.

SM TOWN PARIS HERE WE COME!



( SPAZZ )


Maybe that covers like, half of my reaction. I still keep on staring at the tickets. Can't believe I got them.

THIS MEANS MIMI. OH YES.

And this made me laugh so friggin' much! Epic XD

AND DIRU IN AUGUST, THIS IS GOING TO BE EPIC. DIEEEE~♥



And ( how is Mimi so incredibly pretty? )


.