I kind of really want to update this thing more. It feels that livejournal is so dead that it kind of makes me avoid it too, which is not good :| or not avoid, per se, since I do read entries and look through my friends page nearly daily, but avoid in the sense of not updating it much. I know I owe you those picture posts still but I haven't had the chance to go through them yet. Working the days leaves me completely braindead during the evenings!

I thought I'd post some photos anyway. I bought this set of glitter nailpolishes and now I've been completely glitter addicted. First I painted my nails light pink and added pink glitter, then baby blue with light blue glitter, then I had red with golden glitter and now blue with silver glitter 8D I don't have photos of the red version (which I quite liked) but the others are presented under the cut!

( Nailpolish! )

Please ignore my fat fingers XD I quite like the colors :3 I tried out green also but it looked bad, probably because the basic green polish I used was too light. So I'll try again with stronger green at some point. And when the world championships for ice hockey start, I'm going to paint little Finnish flags on my nails :3

When I want to cheer myself up I buy things. Hence the glitter polishes, which were only 15€ for 25 colors though so it's not that bad. And also SHINee socks! \o/ I desperately needed new socks since most of what I have are kinda sorta broken, lmao. So I ordered me some~ of course the pictures are drawn and kinda vague but hey-ho they're cute!

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I also wanted Super Junior socks but all the ones I found on ebay were butt ugly :(

In addition to playing with nail polish, enjoying my new socks and working, I've been planning things to write. I don't get much actual writing done these days since I AM SO TIRED did I mention I'm tired? Good I'm tired :( But I keep myself sane by planning stuff and it ends up in me having a million unfinished fics and no actual energy to write any of them! \o/

I already posted the list on tumblr but this is my current wip list, excluding the fics I only have a veeeery vague idea for since if I include those the list would have forty of them and I'm not even kidding oh god I suck. BUT.

( ficlist (which is LONG be warned, just scroll by if not interested) )

So. That was long and I apologize :|

Oh man, really. I have a master's degree in science and I spend my evening wriggling my toes since I have cute socks. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME.

I shall go find food.

FIRSTLY. I've been meaning to recommend you all this for ages now! I'ts songofcolour's group and they are really good :D So it's worth a listen, most definitely! If you do, and have any thoughts on it, message her or something ;) (or tell me and I tell her? either way)



Then. I AM SICK. And I do not mean mentally but as in I have a cold and it's hard to breathe (marginally better than before sauna) and Heechul going to army and Leeteuk crying makes me cry too and yes. This is brought to you by project "ignore the stupid cold and cheer up" I designed to make myself feel better.

Starting with Diru? Good. Since gdi this picture of Die is absolutely fucking gorgeous and I can't get over how beautiful he is. His skin (although prolly photoshopped there but it's perfect, I know from experience) and his hair and his eyes and his... just him, okay? And Kaoru! This is the first (official) picture in ages that made me actually stop to stare at it since he looks so good. Not that Toshiya would lose any, he is as beautiful as ever. Adding the fact that Kyo looks better than in ages too, and that I love the Shinya picture... I'm a pretty happy fangirl. haha for once *laughs*

All of the above are taken from here :) I'm downloading some videos from their concerts but my internet is being bitchy so it might have to wait some time.

Dad got me hot rum so soon I'm gonna be both sick and drunk! \o/

Earlier today I bumped into this performance from the Immortal Song 2, and it is my new favorite song. HIGHLY RECOMMENDED.

( Here be the videos. )

Also when I was thinking of things that'd cheer me up, there was one thing that popped up constantly. Which brings me to the next part of my entry: A massive Qmi gif spam 8D AHAHAHAHAA. Those two are so adorable together it is bound to make me feel good.

( Cuteness overload. But beware! It's image heavy. )

Please forgive my commentary. ahaha I am a poor sick obsessed fangirl, alright. I am also leaving this entry unlocked for anyone in need for some cheering up :3 Sunshine should never be hidden away from anyone~


Also it's ridiculous but in this gif, Kyuhyun looks a bit like a demon *laughs* Just when he opens his eyes they look completely black and it made me think of Supernatural. And now I want to write a fic with demon!Kyuhyun but I have no plot and I have too many unfinished works to begin with so no. I'm trying to resist. BUT DEMON!KYUBB.


I was also considering crossposting the request fic -entry from my journal to the actual writing journal, but either a) no one would request anything or b) people would request kyumin or kyuwon or some stuff I don't wanna write and I'd be all :/ or c) I'd end up ignoring the requests since I have tons of things to do. So I'm trying to resist that, too. ansonkgjnsa my life is so hard.


This is for pi_ankh;


This is for daidetre;


This is for seinen_no;


And this is me tomorrow trying to write my thesis;




Yay! \o/ I do feel a bit better. I am still sick though and my chest hurts and it's difficult to breatheeeeeeee.

And I don't know which surpasses the other, my hatred towards tumblr or my hatred towards mozilla fucking firefox. Pah.

FIRSTLY. I've been meaning to recommend you all this for ages now! I'ts songofcolour's group and they are really good :D So it's worth a listen, most definitely! If you do, and have any thoughts on it, message her or something ;) (or tell me and I tell her? either way)



Then. I AM SICK. And I do not mean mentally but as in I have a cold and it's hard to breathe (marginally better than before sauna) and Heechul going to army and Leeteuk crying makes me cry too and yes. This is brought to you by project "ignore the stupid cold and cheer up" I designed to make myself feel better.

Starting with Diru? Good. Since gdi this picture of Die is absolutely fucking gorgeous and I can't get over how beautiful he is. His skin (although prolly photoshopped there but it's perfect, I know from experience) and his hair and his eyes and his... just him, okay? And Kaoru! This is the first (official) picture in ages that made me actually stop to stare at it since he looks so good. Not that Toshiya would lose any, he is as beautiful as ever. Adding the fact that Kyo looks better than in ages too, and that I love the Shinya picture... I'm a pretty happy fangirl. haha for once *laughs*

All of the above are taken from here :) I'm downloading some videos from their concerts but my internet is being bitchy so it might have to wait some time.

Dad got me hot rum so soon I'm gonna be both sick and drunk! \o/

Earlier today I bumped into this performance from the Immortal Song 2, and it is my new favorite song. HIGHLY RECOMMENDED.

( Here be the videos. )

Also when I was thinking of things that'd cheer me up, there was one thing that popped up constantly. Which brings me to the next part of my entry: A massive Qmi gif spam 8D AHAHAHAHAA. Those two are so adorable together it is bound to make me feel good.

( Cuteness overload. But beware! It's image heavy. )

Please forgive my commentary. ahaha I am a poor sick obsessed fangirl, alright. I am also leaving this entry unlocked for anyone in need for some cheering up :3 Sunshine should never be hidden away from anyone~


Also it's ridiculous but in this gif, Kyuhyun looks a bit like a demon *laughs* Just when he opens his eyes they look completely black and it made me think of Supernatural. And now I want to write a fic with demon!Kyuhyun but I have no plot and I have too many unfinished works to begin with so no. I'm trying to resist. BUT DEMON!KYUBB.


I was also considering crossposting the request fic -entry from my journal to the actual writing journal, but either a) no one would request anything or b) people would request kyumin or kyuwon or some stuff I don't wanna write and I'd be all :/ or c) I'd end up ignoring the requests since I have tons of things to do. So I'm trying to resist that, too. ansonkgjnsa my life is so hard.


This is for pi_ankh;


This is for daidetre;


This is for seinen_no;


And this is me tomorrow trying to write my thesis;




Yay! \o/ I do feel a bit better. I am still sick though and my chest hurts and it's difficult to breatheeeeeeee.

And I don't know which surpasses the other, my hatred towards tumblr or my hatred towards mozilla fucking firefox. Pah.

Tomorrow I will have to teach a mathematics lesson in highschool, logic and number theory. More specifically, we are looking for the greatest common divisors and use the Eukleides algorithm. I went through the material several times, solved the problems I will make the students do, made sure I know how to explain things and prepared things in general. And now? Now I am drowning in panic. Sheer terror. Seriously, I am so nervous it's hard to breathe.

It's not the students I'm afraid of. It's not the topic, either, I used to love logic and number theory in high school. It's the instructor. She is incredibly strict to the point of being mean, and I am not the best person to receive criticism. Thankfully I only have to teach three lessons and then I'm done with the practical teaching! So I need to just try get through the lessons and the following two weeks and it'll be alright. I'm stressing way too much *laughs*

pi_ankh just posted this on tumblr and I had forgotten just how much it makes me smile. It was exactly what I needed right now.

Speaking of Korean pop, I am having an identity crisis XD I've never ever had such a celebrity crush before as I do now. I mean, granted, there are tons of hot men around and I could write a list of top100 gorgeous men to drool after anytime (remember when we started that, pi_ankh? we should do it again XD) but I've never before been so fixated on a single person before. *laughs* I feel like such a perv! Seriously though, Kyuhyun has edible thighs and a butt to die for. Not to mention his hands and fingers. Or his lips and neck, his eyes, his lips and the awkward and the cute.And the best thing ever is how he is so cuddly with his boyfriend ♥ Man the two are adorable! And I am addicted. Should I stop? 8D (and the worst thing is that I think he looks damn good even in his green pepper outfit. am I sick? 8D) Don't even get me started on how precious Mimi is.

...okay maybe I need food. And sleep. And stop obsessing over bbQ for a while.


AND FUCK the Russians play dirty! Seriously, watching the Czech Republic vs. Russia game makes me
a) pissed off since gdi ice hockey is NOT usually a game where you see blood and guts
b) scared since tomorrow it's going to be Finland against Russia
c) nauseated since although hockey is all about contact it's not about killing your opponents.

Not cool, Russia. Not cool.

Tomorrow I will have to teach a mathematics lesson in highschool, logic and number theory. More specifically, we are looking for the greatest common divisors and use the Eukleides algorithm. I went through the material several times, solved the problems I will make the students do, made sure I know how to explain things and prepared things in general. And now? Now I am drowning in panic. Sheer terror. Seriously, I am so nervous it's hard to breathe.

It's not the students I'm afraid of. It's not the topic, either, I used to love logic and number theory in high school. It's the instructor. She is incredibly strict to the point of being mean, and I am not the best person to receive criticism. Thankfully I only have to teach three lessons and then I'm done with the practical teaching! So I need to just try get through the lessons and the following two weeks and it'll be alright. I'm stressing way too much *laughs*

pi_ankh just posted this on tumblr and I had forgotten just how much it makes me smile. It was exactly what I needed right now.

Speaking of Korean pop, I am having an identity crisis XD I've never ever had such a celebrity crush before as I do now. I mean, granted, there are tons of hot men around and I could write a list of top100 gorgeous men to drool after anytime (remember when we started that, pi_ankh? we should do it again XD) but I've never before been so fixated on a single person before. *laughs* I feel like such a perv! Seriously though, Kyuhyun has edible thighs and a butt to die for. Not to mention his hands and fingers. Or his lips and neck, his eyes, his lips and the awkward and the cute.And the best thing ever is how he is so cuddly with his boyfriend ♥ Man the two are adorable! And I am addicted. Should I stop? 8D (and the worst thing is that I think he looks damn good even in his green pepper outfit. am I sick? 8D) Don't even get me started on how precious Mimi is.

...okay maybe I need food. And sleep. And stop obsessing over bbQ for a while.


AND FUCK the Russians play dirty! Seriously, watching the Czech Republic vs. Russia game makes me
a) pissed off since gdi ice hockey is NOT usually a game where you see blood and guts
b) scared since tomorrow it's going to be Finland against Russia
c) nauseated since although hockey is all about contact it's not about killing your opponents.

Not cool, Russia. Not cool.

Okay this is a stupid, senseless entry that you may skip at will XD BUT IT MADE ME LAUGH! Basically it's only Super Junior and Pokémon. Probably won't make much sense to anyone but me and plastictear XD

First, let me tell you. Last night I had a dream where Zhou Mi was a jigglypuff. And at one point he evolved into a charizard and he was very sad since he wanted to be a jigglypuff still. Poor bb ;__; It also featured some other SJ-Pokemon, so now that I was chatting with plastictear on twitter we began to compile a full SJ-Pokemon list.

I only used pokémon from the first 150 of them since I'm old school. I know them by heart and love every single one to death but I have no idea about the new additional ones (except #151 being Mew XD). So. Yes.

( Shuupah juniaa pokemon~ )

Yes. I am amused. I am easy to amuse. pi_ankh and I had way too much fun coming up with the names for the combinations.

(Thanks to plastictear, pi_ankh and imxaxreader for help! ♥)

AND. My life is complete. Best gifs in the world.



♥♥♥ Kyubb is so not eating the banana prettily, he just stuffs his face with it. And it amuses me XD


[ETA;] why do i have a tag "siwon is hot" and a tag "siwon is hot as hell"? they're like the same thing! >:/

Okay this is a stupid, senseless entry that you may skip at will XD BUT IT MADE ME LAUGH! Basically it's only Super Junior and Pokémon. Probably won't make much sense to anyone but me and plastictear XD

First, let me tell you. Last night I had a dream where Zhou Mi was a jigglypuff. And at one point he evolved into a charizard and he was very sad since he wanted to be a jigglypuff still. Poor bb ;__; It also featured some other SJ-Pokemon, so now that I was chatting with plastictear on twitter we began to compile a full SJ-Pokemon list.

I only used pokémon from the first 150 of them since I'm old school. I know them by heart and love every single one to death but I have no idea about the new additional ones (except #151 being Mew XD). So. Yes.

( Shuupah juniaa pokemon~ )

Yes. I am amused. I am easy to amuse. pi_ankh and I had way too much fun coming up with the names for the combinations.

(Thanks to plastictear, pi_ankh and imxaxreader for help! ♥)

AND. My life is complete. Best gifs in the world.



♥♥♥ Kyubb is so not eating the banana prettily, he just stuffs his face with it. And it amuses me XD


[ETA;] why do i have a tag "siwon is hot" and a tag "siwon is hot as hell"? they're like the same thing! >:/