For some reason I'm getting this incredible urge to draw. WTF is this!? I can not draw, I kid you not, and I'm not saying it to be modest or to beg for praise but because it's the 100% truth, haha. I can't draw. And yet now I want to. Baaaadly. Maybe it's a some kind of subconscious try to escape packing?

Packing, since I'm gonna go back to Joensuu tomorrow. Studies begin, have to leave my parents' place. A part of me is thrilled and another part does not want. Meeeh. But it doesn't change the fact that tomorrow I go.

I've been writing! These past two days or so, and I'm enjoying it a lot again and I have a feeling I'm maybe getting the hang of it. Maybe. I hope! Here, have a sample of a currently eight page long fic in progress 8D

He smiled at the certainty in the statement. Die did love him, that was not the issue. But that he knew he wasn’t the only one. As honest as those feelings might’ve been… it didn’t do much good if there was something to always hold him back. There was love, and there was love going both ways in this relationship, but he wasn’t sure if it would be enough. Enough to make them last, that was. He did love Die enough to let him go when he would have to. And that time might come sooner than he expected.

Anyone who guesses who that is in the snippet with Die will get a cookie 8D

And to justify this entry, have the next part of the meme.

Day 01 - Introduce Yourself
Day 02 – Your first love
Day 03 – Your parents
Day 04 – What you ate today
Day 05 – Your definition of love
Day 06 – Your day
Day 07 – Your best friend
Day 08 – A moment
Day 09 – Your beliefs
Day 10 – What you wore today
Day 11 – Your siblings
Day 12 – What’s in your bag
Day 13 – This week
Day 14 – What you wore today
Day 15 – Your dreams
Day 16 – Your first kiss
Day 17 – Your favorite memory
Day 18 – Your favorite birthday
Day 19 – Something you regret
Day 20 – This month
Day 21 – Another moment
Day 22 – Something that upsets you
Day 23 – Something that makes you feel better
Day 24 – Something that makes you cry
Day 25 – A first
Day 26 – Your fears
Day 27 – Your favorite place
Day 28 – Something that you miss
Day 29 – Your aspirations
Day 30 – One last moment

Uhm, a lot? In the morning I ate a yogurt (or not really, it's one of these cold porridges in a plastic cup with some jam but yeah) before I went to school. Then, after the physics lesson and chemistry lesson I came home (around noon) and ate some deep frosted (but then warmed, haha) sweet&sour chicken with jasmine rice. Then more maths (school ended at three), shopping with mom, and afterwards I made us pepper chicken (yeah yeah two chicken dishes a day) with cheese filled ravioli. Then I had a piece of a chocolate cake mom made, and one nectarine. Now half an hour ago (it's 23:40 now) I had three pancakes. I think that covers it x) Have to eat well these last days at my parents' before I go back to paying my own food.

Also, my tooth still aches. And I do realize I'm getting annoying, updating so often, but bear with me XD