A meme I filled in last year too, so I thought I'd give it a re-visit :) First half about things in general, second half about writing!


{ end of year meme }
( My year. )


{ end of year writing meme }
( Writings. )

There :3

I feel kind of sick :( Hopefully it's nothing sleep won't fix.

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Everyone interested in jrock and fanfic, go go go! I won't be able to participate myself, for numerous reasons, but you should check it out if it interests you :)


In other news, Mozilla Firefox has been my loyal companion for years, but now for the past... year or so, it's been acting up so friggin' much I can't take it anymore. My nerves are already thin to begin with, and I'm not going to deal with that kind of extra crap. So I downloaded Google Chrome to see if I like it. Thus far, I don't think it's bad at all. But we'll see, time will tell. I'm just so sick and tired of the frustration FF gives me.

My thesis is... well, going forward. Slowly. I got two pages yesterday and one page today. Which means I'm now at the total of nine pages out of 15. It sounds so little but you wouldn't believe how friggin' slow it is to write this! I have to check every second word from a dictionary, I need to google and search the net when the dictionaries don't have what I need, and I need to come up with new words. It's...quite inventive. To say the least. But I'm getting there.

I also spent the weekend at my family's summer cottage with two friends and it was awesome. Tiring, but awesome! I think we have to do it again once :3 It was so nice to really spend time together with no hurry anywhere. And granny is in such a good shape! I don't even remember when she was last this good. She played cards with us and managed to sit for five hours without needing to rest in between! I didn't even believe she'd get back to this, but I am so happy she did! So relieved, too.

Uhmm what else. I think I go to sauna and then try to work a bit on my werewolf ficcie. It's a slow process, too, but it works kind of as a stress relief and I'm enjoying it x) or then I should finish the mpreg sequel but nnnnnngggggggggggh~

Oh and I don't know why everyone keeps saying it's so hard to edit entries on lj now..? o__O To me it's not that different from before. Different font and looks a bit off but... otherwise it works like before *shrugs*

Wow, that was random. Now I go, for real.

ETA; KYUBBBB~ ;~~~~; ♥♥♥♥

rules//sign-ups//follow us

Everyone interested in jrock and fanfic, go go go! I won't be able to participate myself, for numerous reasons, but you should check it out if it interests you :)


In other news, Mozilla Firefox has been my loyal companion for years, but now for the past... year or so, it's been acting up so friggin' much I can't take it anymore. My nerves are already thin to begin with, and I'm not going to deal with that kind of extra crap. So I downloaded Google Chrome to see if I like it. Thus far, I don't think it's bad at all. But we'll see, time will tell. I'm just so sick and tired of the frustration FF gives me.

My thesis is... well, going forward. Slowly. I got two pages yesterday and one page today. Which means I'm now at the total of nine pages out of 15. It sounds so little but you wouldn't believe how friggin' slow it is to write this! I have to check every second word from a dictionary, I need to google and search the net when the dictionaries don't have what I need, and I need to come up with new words. It's...quite inventive. To say the least. But I'm getting there.

I also spent the weekend at my family's summer cottage with two friends and it was awesome. Tiring, but awesome! I think we have to do it again once :3 It was so nice to really spend time together with no hurry anywhere. And granny is in such a good shape! I don't even remember when she was last this good. She played cards with us and managed to sit for five hours without needing to rest in between! I didn't even believe she'd get back to this, but I am so happy she did! So relieved, too.

Uhmm what else. I think I go to sauna and then try to work a bit on my werewolf ficcie. It's a slow process, too, but it works kind of as a stress relief and I'm enjoying it x) or then I should finish the mpreg sequel but nnnnnngggggggggggh~

Oh and I don't know why everyone keeps saying it's so hard to edit entries on lj now..? o__O To me it's not that different from before. Different font and looks a bit off but... otherwise it works like before *shrugs*

Wow, that was random. Now I go, for real.

ETA; KYUBBBB~ ;~~~~; ♥♥♥♥

Tomorrow I will have to teach a mathematics lesson in highschool, logic and number theory. More specifically, we are looking for the greatest common divisors and use the Eukleides algorithm. I went through the material several times, solved the problems I will make the students do, made sure I know how to explain things and prepared things in general. And now? Now I am drowning in panic. Sheer terror. Seriously, I am so nervous it's hard to breathe.

It's not the students I'm afraid of. It's not the topic, either, I used to love logic and number theory in high school. It's the instructor. She is incredibly strict to the point of being mean, and I am not the best person to receive criticism. Thankfully I only have to teach three lessons and then I'm done with the practical teaching! So I need to just try get through the lessons and the following two weeks and it'll be alright. I'm stressing way too much *laughs*

pi_ankh just posted this on tumblr and I had forgotten just how much it makes me smile. It was exactly what I needed right now.

Speaking of Korean pop, I am having an identity crisis XD I've never ever had such a celebrity crush before as I do now. I mean, granted, there are tons of hot men around and I could write a list of top100 gorgeous men to drool after anytime (remember when we started that, pi_ankh? we should do it again XD) but I've never before been so fixated on a single person before. *laughs* I feel like such a perv! Seriously though, Kyuhyun has edible thighs and a butt to die for. Not to mention his hands and fingers. Or his lips and neck, his eyes, his lips and the awkward and the cute.And the best thing ever is how he is so cuddly with his boyfriend ♥ Man the two are adorable! And I am addicted. Should I stop? 8D (and the worst thing is that I think he looks damn good even in his green pepper outfit. am I sick? 8D) Don't even get me started on how precious Mimi is.

...okay maybe I need food. And sleep. And stop obsessing over bbQ for a while.


AND FUCK the Russians play dirty! Seriously, watching the Czech Republic vs. Russia game makes me
a) pissed off since gdi ice hockey is NOT usually a game where you see blood and guts
b) scared since tomorrow it's going to be Finland against Russia
c) nauseated since although hockey is all about contact it's not about killing your opponents.

Not cool, Russia. Not cool.

Tomorrow I will have to teach a mathematics lesson in highschool, logic and number theory. More specifically, we are looking for the greatest common divisors and use the Eukleides algorithm. I went through the material several times, solved the problems I will make the students do, made sure I know how to explain things and prepared things in general. And now? Now I am drowning in panic. Sheer terror. Seriously, I am so nervous it's hard to breathe.

It's not the students I'm afraid of. It's not the topic, either, I used to love logic and number theory in high school. It's the instructor. She is incredibly strict to the point of being mean, and I am not the best person to receive criticism. Thankfully I only have to teach three lessons and then I'm done with the practical teaching! So I need to just try get through the lessons and the following two weeks and it'll be alright. I'm stressing way too much *laughs*

pi_ankh just posted this on tumblr and I had forgotten just how much it makes me smile. It was exactly what I needed right now.

Speaking of Korean pop, I am having an identity crisis XD I've never ever had such a celebrity crush before as I do now. I mean, granted, there are tons of hot men around and I could write a list of top100 gorgeous men to drool after anytime (remember when we started that, pi_ankh? we should do it again XD) but I've never before been so fixated on a single person before. *laughs* I feel like such a perv! Seriously though, Kyuhyun has edible thighs and a butt to die for. Not to mention his hands and fingers. Or his lips and neck, his eyes, his lips and the awkward and the cute.And the best thing ever is how he is so cuddly with his boyfriend ♥ Man the two are adorable! And I am addicted. Should I stop? 8D (and the worst thing is that I think he looks damn good even in his green pepper outfit. am I sick? 8D) Don't even get me started on how precious Mimi is.

...okay maybe I need food. And sleep. And stop obsessing over bbQ for a while.


AND FUCK the Russians play dirty! Seriously, watching the Czech Republic vs. Russia game makes me
a) pissed off since gdi ice hockey is NOT usually a game where you see blood and guts
b) scared since tomorrow it's going to be Finland against Russia
c) nauseated since although hockey is all about contact it's not about killing your opponents.

Not cool, Russia. Not cool.

Since livejournal has been going through so many difficulties as of late, I figured I could share the links to all the other random sites I hang around. Although be warned, livejournal is still the only one I frequent so if you really want to get a hold of me and chat with me, this is still the way to go XD But, other random sites!

WeHeartIt - fonulyn
Basically I just... randomly heart stuff when I feel like it. It's not like I use it to socialize. But it's there if anyone is curious XD

last.fm - fonulyn
Last.fm exists to make the inner list-maker in me happy. I love statistics and I love creeping on statistics about other people too. So I go there whenever I feel like statistics and run around aimlessly XD I have no idea how the community/group stuff works there but oh well. I know how to leave shoutbox messages?

Twitter - fonulyn
How active I am there depends a lot on my mood and on the topic. I might spam a lot or just sit there quietly for days. But if you talk to me I will always answer, that much I can promise.

Tumblr - fonulyn
I suggest that if you're from the Dir en grey -fan side of my friends-list, you won't even consider following me on tumblr XD It's basically me spazzing over Korean/Chinese boys and POKEMON \o/ and I can't even properly work the site yet and yeah. originally I created the whole account only because of fyeahpervingonkyu, haha XD

formspring.me - fonulyn
I've been debating whether I should delete this or not since I don't really have any use for it. I'm never there and no one ever asks me anything XD But then again I suppose it can stay. And I do get notifications if something happens.

So yeah. There. I don't think I need to link my mediafire or photobucket XD Also, I still am very creative with usernames! \o/

I am trying to work on the infamous 15-page pedagogy essay since I need to turn it in tomorrow evening. I'm currently at seven pages so I am halfway there! But now I am so fed up with that shit that you wouldn't believe. I do not want to. Thus I ended up on livejournal XD

Oh and I called my grandmother. She's still in the hospital but she's feeling better now. So we're hopeful :) Maybe things start to finally look up for her!

Since livejournal has been going through so many difficulties as of late, I figured I could share the links to all the other random sites I hang around. Although be warned, livejournal is still the only one I frequent so if you really want to get a hold of me and chat with me, this is still the way to go XD But, other random sites!

WeHeartIt - fonulyn
Basically I just... randomly heart stuff when I feel like it. It's not like I use it to socialize. But it's there if anyone is curious XD

last.fm - fonulyn
Last.fm exists to make the inner list-maker in me happy. I love statistics and I love creeping on statistics about other people too. So I go there whenever I feel like statistics and run around aimlessly XD I have no idea how the community/group stuff works there but oh well. I know how to leave shoutbox messages?

Twitter - fonulyn
How active I am there depends a lot on my mood and on the topic. I might spam a lot or just sit there quietly for days. But if you talk to me I will always answer, that much I can promise.

Tumblr - fonulyn
I suggest that if you're from the Dir en grey -fan side of my friends-list, you won't even consider following me on tumblr XD It's basically me spazzing over Korean/Chinese boys and POKEMON \o/ and I can't even properly work the site yet and yeah. originally I created the whole account only because of fyeahpervingonkyu, haha XD

formspring.me - fonulyn
I've been debating whether I should delete this or not since I don't really have any use for it. I'm never there and no one ever asks me anything XD But then again I suppose it can stay. And I do get notifications if something happens.

So yeah. There. I don't think I need to link my mediafire or photobucket XD Also, I still am very creative with usernames! \o/

I am trying to work on the infamous 15-page pedagogy essay since I need to turn it in tomorrow evening. I'm currently at seven pages so I am halfway there! But now I am so fed up with that shit that you wouldn't believe. I do not want to. Thus I ended up on livejournal XD

Oh and I called my grandmother. She's still in the hospital but she's feeling better now. So we're hopeful :) Maybe things start to finally look up for her!

Okay this is a stupid, senseless entry that you may skip at will XD BUT IT MADE ME LAUGH! Basically it's only Super Junior and Pokémon. Probably won't make much sense to anyone but me and plastictear XD

First, let me tell you. Last night I had a dream where Zhou Mi was a jigglypuff. And at one point he evolved into a charizard and he was very sad since he wanted to be a jigglypuff still. Poor bb ;__; It also featured some other SJ-Pokemon, so now that I was chatting with plastictear on twitter we began to compile a full SJ-Pokemon list.

I only used pokémon from the first 150 of them since I'm old school. I know them by heart and love every single one to death but I have no idea about the new additional ones (except #151 being Mew XD). So. Yes.

( Shuupah juniaa pokemon~ )

Yes. I am amused. I am easy to amuse. pi_ankh and I had way too much fun coming up with the names for the combinations.

(Thanks to plastictear, pi_ankh and imxaxreader for help! ♥)

AND. My life is complete. Best gifs in the world.



♥♥♥ Kyubb is so not eating the banana prettily, he just stuffs his face with it. And it amuses me XD


[ETA;] why do i have a tag "siwon is hot" and a tag "siwon is hot as hell"? they're like the same thing! >:/

Okay this is a stupid, senseless entry that you may skip at will XD BUT IT MADE ME LAUGH! Basically it's only Super Junior and Pokémon. Probably won't make much sense to anyone but me and plastictear XD

First, let me tell you. Last night I had a dream where Zhou Mi was a jigglypuff. And at one point he evolved into a charizard and he was very sad since he wanted to be a jigglypuff still. Poor bb ;__; It also featured some other SJ-Pokemon, so now that I was chatting with plastictear on twitter we began to compile a full SJ-Pokemon list.

I only used pokémon from the first 150 of them since I'm old school. I know them by heart and love every single one to death but I have no idea about the new additional ones (except #151 being Mew XD). So. Yes.

( Shuupah juniaa pokemon~ )

Yes. I am amused. I am easy to amuse. pi_ankh and I had way too much fun coming up with the names for the combinations.

(Thanks to plastictear, pi_ankh and imxaxreader for help! ♥)

AND. My life is complete. Best gifs in the world.



♥♥♥ Kyubb is so not eating the banana prettily, he just stuffs his face with it. And it amuses me XD


[ETA;] why do i have a tag "siwon is hot" and a tag "siwon is hot as hell"? they're like the same thing! >:/

It's quite funny to see how someone who preaches about professional behavior when moderating communities blocks me, preventing me to send her messages on livejournal. Isn't a moderator supposed to always be possible to contact, and personal differences shouldn't affect the "professional behavior"? *snorts* Very professional, indeed. (And not only blocking me on personal journal but fanfiction journal, too? Those two should be kept separate, with even the tiniest amount of "professionalism".) Also, good to know that friendly advice, given the best intentions in mind, was taken as an attack and "end of friendship". Oh-kay. I thought it's better that a friend says those things instead of a total stranger, but apparently I was wrong.

Anyone else want to defriend me for having different opinions than you? Now would be an excellent change since hell, I am so fed up with that. The very definition of friendship is to be able to coexist even with different opinions and friends should be able to tell each other where they are at fault. If I do something wrong and act like a horrendous bitch, I expect you to tell me instead of smiling and nodding and pretending like I'm never at fault. Of course, I might not agree, that's human, but it's better to get things out in the open than then suddenly use them as a weapon.

I was going to make a happy, bouncy entry but right now I am just ... actually I don't know if I'm appalled or amused by this. I would say both. This kind of cowardice is impossible to take completely seriously.

This was mainly a vent, maybe I'll get to the mentioned happy entry later today. First, food.

It's quite funny to see how someone who preaches about professional behavior when moderating communities blocks me, preventing me to send her messages on livejournal. Isn't a moderator supposed to always be possible to contact, and personal differences shouldn't affect the "professional behavior"? *snorts* Very professional, indeed. (And not only blocking me on personal journal but fanfiction journal, too? Those two should be kept separate, with even the tiniest amount of "professionalism".) Also, good to know that friendly advice, given the best intentions in mind, was taken as an attack and "end of friendship". Oh-kay. I thought it's better that a friend says those things instead of a total stranger, but apparently I was wrong.

Anyone else want to defriend me for having different opinions than you? Now would be an excellent change since hell, I am so fed up with that. The very definition of friendship is to be able to coexist even with different opinions and friends should be able to tell each other where they are at fault. If I do something wrong and act like a horrendous bitch, I expect you to tell me instead of smiling and nodding and pretending like I'm never at fault. Of course, I might not agree, that's human, but it's better to get things out in the open than then suddenly use them as a weapon.

I was going to make a happy, bouncy entry but right now I am just ... actually I don't know if I'm appalled or amused by this. I would say both. This kind of cowardice is impossible to take completely seriously.

This was mainly a vent, maybe I'll get to the mentioned happy entry later today. First, food.

Okay so the sucky part first: My car broke down today. I tried to go to the lab in the morning and it wouldn't start. Not at all. So I had to call to the repair-shop and they now towed it and I'll get it back tomorrow if I'm lucky and it's not a massive operation. I'm praying it's not anything huge and that it won't cost a kidney or two.

Second sucky part is that yesterday I noticed that neither me nor pi_ankh have been receiving the living-allowance that belongs to our student grant. Basically the government should pay 80% of our rent since we're students but for some reason they didn't for the past three months. Meaning, I'm lacking around 400€ that I should have right now. We MIGHT get some of it back but it's not certain. Hoping for the best, again.

Why do the sucky things always relate to money one way or another?

Anyways, since I was stuck home I took a short 1½ hour nap *laughs* And i feel quite much better now. Especially after sleep and some Super Smash Bros. Melee and chatting with friends. So it's not a totally wasted day I guess XD I wanted to make a huge picture post with random favorite pictures (like the pairing picture post and the Shinya post I made) but now I don't think I feel like it anymore.

Corey Taylor's twitter made me smile again, too.

And I posted the last chappie of the ongoing story.

And I want to write. But I can't. So I'll make icons *laughs* And eat Christmas ham.

And this is getting kind of short-worded XD OH AND I'M GOING TO ADVERTISE!





GO CHECK THEM OUT (and join the communities if you didn't XD)!

Okay so the sucky part first: My car broke down today. I tried to go to the lab in the morning and it wouldn't start. Not at all. So I had to call to the repair-shop and they now towed it and I'll get it back tomorrow if I'm lucky and it's not a massive operation. I'm praying it's not anything huge and that it won't cost a kidney or two.

Second sucky part is that yesterday I noticed that neither me nor pi_ankh have been receiving the living-allowance that belongs to our student grant. Basically the government should pay 80% of our rent since we're students but for some reason they didn't for the past three months. Meaning, I'm lacking around 400€ that I should have right now. We MIGHT get some of it back but it's not certain. Hoping for the best, again.

Why do the sucky things always relate to money one way or another?

Anyways, since I was stuck home I took a short 1½ hour nap *laughs* And i feel quite much better now. Especially after sleep and some Super Smash Bros. Melee and chatting with friends. So it's not a totally wasted day I guess XD I wanted to make a huge picture post with random favorite pictures (like the pairing picture post and the Shinya post I made) but now I don't think I feel like it anymore.

Corey Taylor's twitter made me smile again, too.

And I posted the last chappie of the ongoing story.

And I want to write. But I can't. So I'll make icons *laughs* And eat Christmas ham.

And this is getting kind of short-worded XD OH AND I'M GOING TO ADVERTISE!





GO CHECK THEM OUT (and join the communities if you didn't XD)!

For some reason I'm getting this incredible urge to draw. WTF is this!? I can not draw, I kid you not, and I'm not saying it to be modest or to beg for praise but because it's the 100% truth, haha. I can't draw. And yet now I want to. Baaaadly. Maybe it's a some kind of subconscious try to escape packing?

Packing, since I'm gonna go back to Joensuu tomorrow. Studies begin, have to leave my parents' place. A part of me is thrilled and another part does not want. Meeeh. But it doesn't change the fact that tomorrow I go.

I've been writing! These past two days or so, and I'm enjoying it a lot again and I have a feeling I'm maybe getting the hang of it. Maybe. I hope! Here, have a sample of a currently eight page long fic in progress 8D

He smiled at the certainty in the statement. Die did love him, that was not the issue. But that he knew he wasn’t the only one. As honest as those feelings might’ve been… it didn’t do much good if there was something to always hold him back. There was love, and there was love going both ways in this relationship, but he wasn’t sure if it would be enough. Enough to make them last, that was. He did love Die enough to let him go when he would have to. And that time might come sooner than he expected.

Anyone who guesses who that is in the snippet with Die will get a cookie 8D

And to justify this entry, have the next part of the meme.

Day 01 - Introduce Yourself
Day 02 – Your first love
Day 03 – Your parents
Day 04 – What you ate today
( the other days )

Uhm, a lot? In the morning I ate a yogurt (or not really, it's one of these cold porridges in a plastic cup with some jam but yeah) before I went to school. Then, after the physics lesson and chemistry lesson I came home (around noon) and ate some deep frosted (but then warmed, haha) sweet&sour chicken with jasmine rice. Then more maths (school ended at three), shopping with mom, and afterwards I made us pepper chicken (yeah yeah two chicken dishes a day) with cheese filled ravioli. Then I had a piece of a chocolate cake mom made, and one nectarine. Now half an hour ago (it's 23:40 now) I had three pancakes. I think that covers it x) Have to eat well these last days at my parents' before I go back to paying my own food.

Also, my tooth still aches. And I do realize I'm getting annoying, updating so often, but bear with me XD

For some reason I'm getting this incredible urge to draw. WTF is this!? I can not draw, I kid you not, and I'm not saying it to be modest or to beg for praise but because it's the 100% truth, haha. I can't draw. And yet now I want to. Baaaadly. Maybe it's a some kind of subconscious try to escape packing?

Packing, since I'm gonna go back to Joensuu tomorrow. Studies begin, have to leave my parents' place. A part of me is thrilled and another part does not want. Meeeh. But it doesn't change the fact that tomorrow I go.

I've been writing! These past two days or so, and I'm enjoying it a lot again and I have a feeling I'm maybe getting the hang of it. Maybe. I hope! Here, have a sample of a currently eight page long fic in progress 8D

He smiled at the certainty in the statement. Die did love him, that was not the issue. But that he knew he wasn’t the only one. As honest as those feelings might’ve been… it didn’t do much good if there was something to always hold him back. There was love, and there was love going both ways in this relationship, but he wasn’t sure if it would be enough. Enough to make them last, that was. He did love Die enough to let him go when he would have to. And that time might come sooner than he expected.

Anyone who guesses who that is in the snippet with Die will get a cookie 8D

And to justify this entry, have the next part of the meme.

Day 01 - Introduce Yourself
Day 02 – Your first love
Day 03 – Your parents
Day 04 – What you ate today
( the other days )

Uhm, a lot? In the morning I ate a yogurt (or not really, it's one of these cold porridges in a plastic cup with some jam but yeah) before I went to school. Then, after the physics lesson and chemistry lesson I came home (around noon) and ate some deep frosted (but then warmed, haha) sweet&sour chicken with jasmine rice. Then more maths (school ended at three), shopping with mom, and afterwards I made us pepper chicken (yeah yeah two chicken dishes a day) with cheese filled ravioli. Then I had a piece of a chocolate cake mom made, and one nectarine. Now half an hour ago (it's 23:40 now) I had three pancakes. I think that covers it x) Have to eat well these last days at my parents' before I go back to paying my own food.

Also, my tooth still aches. And I do realize I'm getting annoying, updating so often, but bear with me XD

First of all, I am shamelessly advertising:



Click on the banner (made by daidetre) to go to the official entry ;)

I would love to see as many people as possible participating with anything, so if you like the pairing, please consider throwing something together for the event :) Doesn't need to be much even, a short drabble or a few of your favorite pictures or something. Anything goes.

And then, just because WE KICKED SOME US ASS YESTERDAY I'm going to honor the occasion by shamelessly posting dialytic's awesome drawings from msn 8D Full credit to the artist, naturally ;)

( Pictures. )

OH YES. And now USA is trying not to drop to the B-league 8D Woo-hoo. Am just glad it's not us XD Oh and in the drawings there were a few awesome ones related to our Sweden-talk but I left those out (for now) x)

ALSO! Leaving this public so people can see the advertisement if they stumble here magically. Feel free to skip this and go to the previous entry if you wish.

First of all, I am shamelessly advertising:



Click on the banner (made by daidetre) to go to the official entry ;)

I would love to see as many people as possible participating with anything, so if you like the pairing, please consider throwing something together for the event :) Doesn't need to be much even, a short drabble or a few of your favorite pictures or something. Anything goes.

And then, just because WE KICKED SOME US ASS YESTERDAY I'm going to honor the occasion by shamelessly posting dialytic's awesome drawings from msn 8D Full credit to the artist, naturally ;)

( Pictures. )

OH YES. And now USA is trying not to drop to the B-league 8D Woo-hoo. Am just glad it's not us XD Oh and in the drawings there were a few awesome ones related to our Sweden-talk but I left those out (for now) x)

ALSO! Leaving this public so people can see the advertisement if they stumble here magically. Feel free to skip this and go to the previous entry if you wish.

Sometimes stupidity is merely amusing.

Unbelievable.

x)

Sometimes stupidity is merely amusing.

Unbelievable.

x)