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fonulyn ([personal profile] fonulyn) wrote2011-05-08 07:39 pm

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Tomorrow I will have to teach a mathematics lesson in highschool, logic and number theory. More specifically, we are looking for the greatest common divisors and use the Eukleides algorithm. I went through the material several times, solved the problems I will make the students do, made sure I know how to explain things and prepared things in general. And now? Now I am drowning in panic. Sheer terror. Seriously, I am so nervous it's hard to breathe.

It's not the students I'm afraid of. It's not the topic, either, I used to love logic and number theory in high school. It's the instructor. She is incredibly strict to the point of being mean, and I am not the best person to receive criticism. Thankfully I only have to teach three lessons and then I'm done with the practical teaching! So I need to just try get through the lessons and the following two weeks and it'll be alright. I'm stressing way too much *laughs*

[livejournal.com profile] pi_ankh just posted this on tumblr and I had forgotten just how much it makes me smile. It was exactly what I needed right now.

Speaking of Korean pop, I am having an identity crisis XD I've never ever had such a celebrity crush before as I do now. I mean, granted, there are tons of hot men around and I could write a list of top100 gorgeous men to drool after anytime (remember when we started that, [livejournal.com profile] pi_ankh? we should do it again XD) but I've never before been so fixated on a single person before. *laughs* I feel like such a perv! Seriously though, Kyuhyun has edible thighs and a butt to die for. Not to mention his hands and fingers. Or his lips and neck, his eyes, his lips and the awkward and the cute.And the best thing ever is how he is so cuddly with his boyfriendMan the two are adorable! And I am addicted. Should I stop? 8D (and the worst thing is that I think he looks damn good even in his green pepper outfit. am I sick? 8D) Don't even get me started on how precious Mimi is.

...okay maybe I need food. And sleep. And stop obsessing over bbQ for a while.


AND FUCK the Russians play dirty! Seriously, watching the Czech Republic vs. Russia game makes me
a) pissed off since gdi ice hockey is NOT usually a game where you see blood and guts
b) scared since tomorrow it's going to be Finland against Russia
c) nauseated since although hockey is all about contact it's not about killing your opponents.

Not cool, Russia. Not cool.

[identity profile] songofcolour.livejournal.com 2011-05-09 06:27 am (UTC)(link)
OH MY GOD WHY DID I NOT COMMENT ON THIS I wanted to wish you success last night already and now I'm probably too late. D: Sheesh.

Urgh, fucking instructor. =___= I can understand why you're panicking, really, but... as hard as it is, try not to care about her. You know you're good, you'll do your thing and if she's got problems with it, it's not your fault, okay, dear? .____.

And Kyuhyun? I thought you were all over Mimi? I'm confused. XDD So you're focussing on two single persons more likely, eh? ;D

Oh God and that match sounds brutal to me. o_O I mean, I know hockey is one of the more brutal sports and I don't wanna imagine what it's like when people overdo it... *shudders*

*cheers on you* YOU CAN DO IT! You show that asshole instructor!

[identity profile] fonulyn.livejournal.com 2011-05-09 06:59 pm (UTC)(link)
You were on time! I checked my email before going to school in the morning and saw your comment and it so made me smile! :D

It was actually pretty good, the lesson *laughs* She gave me positive feedback and things turned out pretty good all in all. Which doesn't mean I won't be stressing the next lesson, I might've just gotten lucky XD But this was such a relief anyway!

haha yes Kyuhyun XD The thing is (prepare for a long explanation) that Mimi is pure concentrated sunshine and happiness and unicorns and rainbows and he is just pure love. But Kyuhyun is... hot. *coughs* Okay he is awesome and snarky and a maths nerd (c'mon, maths how could I not love him?) and has the most awesome singing voice too. But basically I suppose you could say that Mimi is the one that makes me happy and Kyuhyun is the one I drool after XD If you put it in black and white *laughs* But the best thing is that they are so squishy and cuddly together. Seriously, even if we're not talking about fanfiction and actually pairing them together, they are definitely at least bffs in real life. They're touching each other all the time, have stupid inside jokes no one else gets, smile at each other during interviews and finish each other's sentences, just to name a few. So yeah I'm kind of obsessing over both I suppose XD Man why do I have so many obsessions? *laughs* (your pretty icon reminded me of one again)

Well, and hockey isn't exactly brutal if you ask me. Granted, you take contact and all, and it can get pretty tough. But it certainly does not involve senseless beating or being violent for the sake of being violent. And it kind of pisses me off when people think hockey is like... blood on the field, while it's not.

Thank youuuuuu~ again! I♥u!

[identity profile] songofcolour.livejournal.com 2011-05-09 07:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Yippeeeeee awesome! X) Hehe and great that it turned out good! (Bwahaha... yeah, you'll be stressing over the next lesson. And I'd do exactly the same. D8 We're bad, haha!)

Wow, a hot guy with a good singing voice that is a maths nerd? Sounds made for you. ;D A sexy nerd. Sexy nerds are the shit. X) But yeah, I think I get what you mean! Haha, and so cool that they're that close in reality, too. :D (And pssh - you can never have enough obsessions! Haidooooo So when you get a bit bored of one, you have tons of others to drool over! 8D Long live obsessions!)

It's not? I always thought it was... then again, I admit I never watched a match. >_> (I used to love to play it in sports lesson though!) Urgh, violence in sports is always ugly, no matter the sport. I've seen some ugly moves in football (European... not the American one XD) too, so I don't wanna imagine what it's like when you actually have a stick in your hand. O____O;

♥♥♥♥

[identity profile] fonulyn.livejournal.com 2011-05-09 07:16 pm (UTC)(link)
I am so, so relieved! XD I'm like floating a bit above ground. Let's hope the next lesson won't bring me crashing down *laughs* (Yes we're bad XD Damnit!)

Exactly XD Now too bad he's Korean and waaaaaayy beyond my league *laughs* Damnit. Otherwise everything is fine XD ankngkns I love them all cuddly. (HAIDOOO~ ♥ we still need to watch some DVDs together!)

There's a whole lot more padding and stuff so even if someone hits another on the ass with the stick the chances they feel much anything aren't that high XD What I love in hockey is that the guys never pretend to be hurt like in football. It pisses me off so much when someone rolls around the field pretending to be hurt after a small bump and *ARGH*