#663

[fonulyn]

Tomorrow I will have to teach a mathematics lesson in highschool, logic and number theory. More specifically, we are looking for the greatest common divisors and use the Eukleides algorithm. I went through the material several times, solved the problems I will make the students do, made sure I know how to explain things and prepared things in general. And now? Now I am drowning in panic. Sheer terror. Seriously, I am so nervous it's hard to breathe.

It's not the students I'm afraid of. It's not the topic, either, I used to love logic and number theory in high school. It's the instructor. She is incredibly strict to the point of being mean, and I am not the best person to receive criticism. Thankfully I only have to teach three lessons and then I'm done with the practical teaching! So I need to just try get through the lessons and the following two weeks and it'll be alright. I'm stressing way too much *laughs*

pi_ankh just posted this on tumblr and I had forgotten just how much it makes me smile. It was exactly what I needed right now.

Speaking of Korean pop, I am having an identity crisis XD I've never ever had such a celebrity crush before as I do now. I mean, granted, there are tons of hot men around and I could write a list of top100 gorgeous men to drool after anytime (remember when we started that, pi_ankh? we should do it again XD) but I've never before been so fixated on a single person before. *laughs* I feel like such a perv! Seriously though, Kyuhyun has edible thighs and a butt to die for. Not to mention his hands and fingers. Or his lips and neck, his eyes, his lips and the awkward and the cute.And the best thing ever is how he is so cuddly with his boyfriend ♥ Man the two are adorable! And I am addicted. Should I stop? 8D (and the worst thing is that I think he looks damn good even in his green pepper outfit. am I sick? 8D) Don't even get me started on how precious Mimi is.

...okay maybe I need food. And sleep. And stop obsessing over bbQ for a while.


AND FUCK the Russians play dirty! Seriously, watching the Czech Republic vs. Russia game makes me
a) pissed off since gdi ice hockey is NOT usually a game where you see blood and guts
b) scared since tomorrow it's going to be Finland against Russia
c) nauseated since although hockey is all about contact it's not about killing your opponents.

Not cool, Russia. Not cool.

Comments

[chivakaza.livejournal.com]

ahahaha CRUSHEEEEEEEEEEEES!!!!

I feel you there, sister, I feel you there. Sometimes, when in worst fangirlistic state I start thinking I ma losing my mind. But then I think well, as long as I am able to think this kind of obsession is not healthy then IT IS STILL healthy. XDDDD

so yeah .... anyway, playing dirty is really not cool at all *frowns* oh and GOOD LUCK tomorrow !! <3

[plastictear.livejournal.com]

I feel your pain :/ Sometimes if I've had to keep a presentation and the teacher has been someone who I'm a bit scared of, it makes it even worse and I'm practically peeing my pants while keeping the presentation. I hope you don't pee your pants though, show the instructor you're good! \o/ I know you can do it.

The MV of No Other ♥ It was the second MV I saw from SJ and it was the one I used when I tried to learn their faces and voices *laughs* Idk but I kept mixing Donghae and Kyuhyun and their voices. Which reminds me of Happiness, which was the first MV I saw from them and didn't even realize Ryeowook and Sungmin were a different person until some time and I confused Leeteuk for Donghae and Sungmin for Eunhyuk or something XD I remember sending this text to my friend, asking "was the guy with the ponytails Sungmin/Donghae/Eunhyuk? Was the blond guy Donghae/someone". Why am I rambling again?

Haha, again I feel your pain XD HENRYYYY WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME, PLEASE STOP. I'm seriously so biased with him it's starting to be ever worse than when I was obsessed with Gerard Way. Okay, nothing will be worse than my 14-year-old self's insane love for Gerard, but still. AND ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL ME WITH YOUR PICTURE SPAM? ;___; Kyubb, you are so precious. AND THE FIRST PICTURE OF MIMI OH GOD WHAT EVEN LET ME DIE.

... Well then. I'll just go now.

[byoutekinaeiyuu.livejournal.com]

LOVE LOVE LOVE QWSDFGHJKLSDFHKDSDFGHJKLKJSASADFDRTYUIOPGFDDSAA!

haha, you are such a fangirl! ;)I miss fangirling... ;( Toshiiii!!!!!!!!!! Die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I so totally should write my thesis (I plan to officially finish my 1st one this week so I can get the thesis exam procedure started, I'm scared) and I plan to finish the intro (40pgs?) and baisic results work till next monday (I have to make a presentation for monday class). I'm so fucking blue recently, IDK why... Maybe I feel guilty coz we spent the weekend partying? Anyway, I'm a huge Bones fan now and like DEG/Bones ff would be epic! There was a DKa CSI ff with a murder and I tried to guess who the killer was (and I succeeded of course, it wasn't a hard puzzle). It'd be funny to try to come up with a Bones like thing and see if I can make it a good interesting puzzle. Maybe something set in Bones Universe - a body is being found (2 months-1 year old - to be decided yet). The body was in a plastic garbage bag weighted with rocks, dumped in a lake. And the body goes to Jeffersonian's of course ;) It appears to be some musician/music industry related guy who went missing during some Family Values-like tour some time ago. The case is both complicated (a lot of people there) and delicate (famous people might be involved, it's not so easy to question Korn twice, right?). And it certainly doesn't make it easier when it turns out some Japanese could have done it, and, minus Japanese fans, there was this one band at that tour... A band that is currently in Japan ;)

I think it'd be cool to make audience think every member could have done it like in a good criminal story ;) A great mind/writer exercise right? It'd be like playing a chess game with yourself, you are both the killer(s) and the policeman :D I.A.M.C.R.A.Z.Y.

So not a typical fanfic or not a typical DEG ff, more like a Bones ff.

I always write you such off topic comments. :/ Sorry.

[8written74word8.livejournal.com]

Good luck on your lesson! I'm sure you'll do just fine ;D

[dooropener.livejournal.com]

different topic: Do you have the new Poisonblack album? It's not available to buy in Germany which pisses me off...

and... I'm back from Paris (report and pics in my LJ). When will you be there? If you need a hint for a affordable hotel, just ask :)

[songofcolour.livejournal.com]

OH MY GOD WHY DID I NOT COMMENT ON THIS I wanted to wish you success last night already and now I'm probably too late. D: Sheesh.

Urgh, fucking instructor. =___= I can understand why you're panicking, really, but... as hard as it is, try not to care about her. You know you're good, you'll do your thing and if she's got problems with it, it's not your fault, okay, dear? .____.

And Kyuhyun? I thought you were all over Mimi? I'm confused. XDD So you're focussing on two single persons more likely, eh? ;D

Oh God and that match sounds brutal to me. o_O I mean, I know hockey is one of the more brutal sports and I don't wanna imagine what it's like when people overdo it... *shudders*

*cheers on you* YOU CAN DO IT! You show that asshole instructor!

[seinen-no.livejournal.com]

The russians really are bloodthirsty. Seems to be the same every damn year. I bet you they have a deal with the refs or something...

Oh man, worst celeb crush ever? Even more than Die? You worry me *laughs* So you're crushing more on Kyu than on Mimi? I would've thought it's the other way around.