08 May 2011 @ 07:39 pm
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Tomorrow I will have to teach a mathematics lesson in highschool, logic and number theory. More specifically, we are looking for the greatest common divisors and use the Eukleides algorithm. I went through the material several times, solved the problems I will make the students do, made sure I know how to explain things and prepared things in general. And now? Now I am drowning in panic. Sheer terror. Seriously, I am so nervous it's hard to breathe.

It's not the students I'm afraid of. It's not the topic, either, I used to love logic and number theory in high school. It's the instructor. She is incredibly strict to the point of being mean, and I am not the best person to receive criticism. Thankfully I only have to teach three lessons and then I'm done with the practical teaching! So I need to just try get through the lessons and the following two weeks and it'll be alright. I'm stressing way too much *laughs*

[livejournal.com profile] pi_ankh just posted this on tumblr and I had forgotten just how much it makes me smile. It was exactly what I needed right now.

Speaking of Korean pop, I am having an identity crisis XD I've never ever had such a celebrity crush before as I do now. I mean, granted, there are tons of hot men around and I could write a list of top100 gorgeous men to drool after anytime (remember when we started that, [livejournal.com profile] pi_ankh? we should do it again XD) but I've never before been so fixated on a single person before. *laughs* I feel like such a perv! Seriously though, Kyuhyun has edible thighs and a butt to die for. Not to mention his hands and fingers. Or his lips and neck, his eyes, his lips and the awkward and the cute.And the best thing ever is how he is so cuddly with his boyfriendMan the two are adorable! And I am addicted. Should I stop? 8D (and the worst thing is that I think he looks damn good even in his green pepper outfit. am I sick? 8D) Don't even get me started on how precious Mimi is.

...okay maybe I need food. And sleep. And stop obsessing over bbQ for a while.


AND FUCK the Russians play dirty! Seriously, watching the Czech Republic vs. Russia game makes me
a) pissed off since gdi ice hockey is NOT usually a game where you see blood and guts
b) scared since tomorrow it's going to be Finland against Russia
c) nauseated since although hockey is all about contact it's not about killing your opponents.

Not cool, Russia. Not cool.
 
 
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[identity profile] chivakaza.livejournal.com on May 8th, 2011 05:02 pm (UTC)
ahahaha CRUSHEEEEEEEEEEEES!!!!

I feel you there, sister, I feel you there. Sometimes, when in worst fangirlistic state I start thinking I ma losing my mind. But then I think well, as long as I am able to think this kind of obsession is not healthy then IT IS STILL healthy. XDDDD

so yeah .... anyway, playing dirty is really not cool at all *frowns* oh and GOOD LUCK tomorrow !! <3
[identity profile] fonulyn.livejournal.com on May 8th, 2011 05:13 pm (UTC)
*laughs* epic teenage crushes XD At least it feels like that!

You're right, though, as long as we realize how ridiculous it all is, it's still healthy *laughs* XD

It's nothing new, though. The Russian hockey team has a long history if playing dirty :/

And thank youuuu~! ♥
[identity profile] plastictear.livejournal.com on May 8th, 2011 05:32 pm (UTC)
I feel your pain :/ Sometimes if I've had to keep a presentation and the teacher has been someone who I'm a bit scared of, it makes it even worse and I'm practically peeing my pants while keeping the presentation. I hope you don't pee your pants though, show the instructor you're good! \o/ I know you can do it.

The MV of No Other ♥ It was the second MV I saw from SJ and it was the one I used when I tried to learn their faces and voices *laughs* Idk but I kept mixing Donghae and Kyuhyun and their voices. Which reminds me of Happiness, which was the first MV I saw from them and didn't even realize Ryeowook and Sungmin were a different person until some time and I confused Leeteuk for Donghae and Sungmin for Eunhyuk or something XD I remember sending this text to my friend, asking "was the guy with the ponytails Sungmin/Donghae/Eunhyuk? Was the blond guy Donghae/someone". Why am I rambling again?

Haha, again I feel your pain XD HENRYYYY WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME, PLEASE STOP. I'm seriously so biased with him it's starting to be ever worse than when I was obsessed with Gerard Way. Okay, nothing will be worse than my 14-year-old self's insane love for Gerard, but still. AND ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL ME WITH YOUR PICTURE SPAM? ;___; Kyubb, you are so precious. AND THE FIRST PICTURE OF MIMI OH GOD WHAT EVEN LET ME DIE.

... Well then. I'll just go now.
[identity profile] fonulyn.livejournal.com on May 8th, 2011 06:05 pm (UTC)
haha I certainly hope I won't pee my pants. But I really know what you mean. I'm so scared still D: But I'm trying to tell myself it's only three lessons, it's gonna be over soon, I can do it! \o/

It was the second for me too and I tried to learn their names from it! haha and Happiness was a first one for me too *laughs* I thought I'd never learn Donghae, seriously. I have no idea why I had such incredible troubles with the boy XD I had difficulties with many but he was the most difficult one!

THIS IS SO... I DUNNO. I am obsessing over Kyubb so badly. SO BADLY. I mean I love Mimi and I love Die and I love a gazillion other dudes but I never drooled after someone like THIS! Or well, occasionally yes, like the first picture of Mimi I posted it's just pure 110% sex and makes me so incoherent but Kyubb does the same with really worrying frequency ;___;♥ WHY DOES HE DO THIS TO ME? WHY DO THEY DO THIS TO ME!?

NOOO DON'T GO! I WANNA FANGIRL OVER EACH AND EVERY PICTURE I POSTED AND I'M SO INCOHERENT NOW AFTER YOUR AWESOME FIC! ;____;♥

And my god Wook is hot in your icon! *___*
[identity profile] plastictear.livejournal.com on May 8th, 2011 06:35 pm (UTC)
Yeah, it could be slightly uncomfortable. I believe you, I'd be scared too D: You CAN do it! \o/

We are so similar again! 8D It was sort of a shock, having to base your first impression of SJ on Happiness. Even me, in all my overwhelming tolerance and acceptance, was all "So uh. Gay is trendy in Korea or something?" XD Donghae was one of the first ones I learned, not his voice but appearance, probably because my friends taught me to ship EunHae XD It took me a forever to even remember that Kibum existed, since he was absent already then and wasn't in No Other and was only shortly in Happiness. Now, I don't even understand how I couldn't tell them apart but idk, I guess it's like that in the beginning XD Starting to read fanfiction of them helped a lot, since then I was more motivated to learn their faces XD I reminisce about my early k-pop days with nostalgia, they were fun XD Leeteuk was my first bias. Now he isn't even in my top10. And then I discovered Sungmin and flailed over him so hard. Then I started paying attention to SJM, noticed Henry and was sold XD It actually took me a really long time to even get interested in Kyuhyun (who I also coudln't remember/recognize for a long time), Mimi (who I kind of... bashed on just a tiny bit and not even because I would've been an only but dgjkdgfjk I can never forgive myself ;___; The things I said break my heart even if I never said he didn't deserve to be in SJ or anything. I'M A BAD PERSON, SHISUS FORGIVE ME *dies*) and Kibum who are now my biases *laughs* I work in mysterious ways.

KYUHYUN IS JUST LIKE THAT. If I didn't obsess over Henry so much, Kyuhyun would be my second pick. He is just that wonderful. THEY ARE EVIL AND WANT TO RUIN US, THAT'S WHY.

OKAY THEN. I'LL HAVE TO GO SOMETIME, SINCE I HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW BUT... I WILL STAY FOR A WHILE. AND I'M STILL SO GRATEFUL OF YOU LOVING MY FIC! ;___; ♥

He is! Hence the text there *laughs*
[identity profile] fonulyn.livejournal.com on May 8th, 2011 06:55 pm (UTC)
And it'd be quite embarrassing too XD I already once ripped my pants in the middle of teaching a lesson! Go me! \o/

*laughs* I was all "OMG THEY'RE SO CUTE WHY IS THIS SO HAPPY HAPPY" XD But yes similarities! Except it took me the longest time to learn to recognize poor Hae. I have no idea why, even, since I did like him from the beginning. Kibum was easier somehow although he's never there XD I don't understand either how it was so hard but it WAS! Awww Leeteuk ♥ The man needs more love! ;___;♥ I was first attracted by Siwon I admit, but it didn't last long and GENTLEMAN MIMI took over and the rest is history! I didn't like Kyuhyun at first either really *laughs* but when I read facts and interviews, omg, a maths nerd! Of course I had to fall head over heels. (BASHING MIMI IS A SERIOUS CRIME! But I'm sure your love for him now cancels it out and you're forgiven. He would forgive so we all will♥)

KYUHYUN IS AWESOME. TOO AWESOME. They all have their good sides, seriously, but somehow Kyuhyun took permanent residence in my brain and will not get out, damnit.

ILU♥ AND I LOVE THE FIC TOOOO~ I HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW TOO ;_____; NOOOOEEES.

What does the text say? XD
[identity profile] plastictear.livejournal.com on May 8th, 2011 07:20 pm (UTC)
It would, yeah XD You did? XD Oh man. I ripped my pants once during a lesson but I didn't really care that much *laughs* even if it was from the crotch and I still had school but idk if anyone ogled me enoug hot notice.

Haha, I was just shocked but slowly warmed up XD Ironically, I'm listening to Happiness rn. Aww, poor Hae! I never paid attention to Kibum until I watched Pin-up boys and somehow fell for him XD It all took me ages too, so let's not worry! Leeteuk and his ahjusshi swag deserve love! ;___; ♥ I think I didn't like Siwon too much in the beginning, but lately I've started to like him a lot. And once I got to know Mimi a bit better, I fell, uh, hard and fast. Haha, maths nerd!Kyu is lovable, yes 8D (IT IS, I FEEL SO BAD I COULD DIE. I know he would forgive me because he is so nice :( But idk, it wasn't bashing as much as just whining to my friends about why people like Qmi. I don't actually know why I didn't like him in the beginning. Probably because I thought he looked weird in the MV of U and then it just evolved from there and idk that isn't even a legit reason but I just didn't like him because I was weird *sobs* I didn't hate him, I just didn't like him)

TRUE, TRUE. I know the feeling D: *glares at Henry*

ILU2 ♥ I'M GLAD YOU LOVE IT SO MUCH! SCHOOL, WAE U EXIST? ;___;

It says "sin", or at least it's supposed to, dunno if it's that Beijing duck or whatever XD But I just instantly thought of that one lyric bit of Bonamana, "she's so pretty it's a sin" or something like that so... XD
[identity profile] fonulyn.livejournal.com on May 8th, 2011 07:27 pm (UTC)
Well it's a different thing to rip your pants and be a student than rip your pants and be teaching the lesson *laughs* Everyone looks at the teacher XD It's not the only time I've ripped my pants though, I should be used to it XD

I'm listening to some My Little Pony songs *coughs* I should listen to Happiness though, it's such a nice song! I didn't pay much attention to Kibum either but I saw him around in fics a lot XD I still don't like him with the wannabe amis-mustache though D: Siwon is awesome in his way and you'd better be prepared to hear Tuire fangirl a lot over him in Paris XD MIMI IS JUST LOVE! PURE LOVE ♥ I love how Kyubb is so nerdy and awkward and still like sex on legs. (People like Qmi because Qmi is the best thing in the universe 8D and I get what you mean, sometimes it happens, don't worry)

♥ I DON'T WANNA GO TO SCHOOL ;______;

haha I can ask Xin about it once XD But I trust you and that it's "sin" *laughs* Awh Wookie ♥
[identity profile] plastictear.livejournal.com on May 9th, 2011 10:11 am (UTC)
True, everyone is kinda looking at you in that situation XD But you sruvived, right? XD

Haha, nothing wrong with that! It is, really! He usually creeps around, being the silent guy who always reads books XD The moustache is awful, I want it out of his life D: And I want him to grow his hair out again, he looks so good with long hair. I am prepared, yes XD HE IS, NO ONE CAN RESIST MIMI. ♥ Exactly, even though I think intelligence itself is sort of hot and I like smart people so it only adds to it all. I think Kyuhyun is wrecking my bias list so bad *sobs* (I learned that 8D It seriously sad how I always go from hating/disliking something to hating it XD It's embarrassing. But now I know it always happens so I don't voice out my dislike towards stuff because I might end up loving it. Like now I love Qmi and Mimi and they have taken over my life)

Me neither, but here I am already ;___; Although I wrote a short bit of a random scene to my angel!fic during biology class and planned out shapters 2 and three \o/

Sure! XD It's not a matter of trusting me, but trusting the internet XD He is amazing ♥
[identity profile] fonulyn.livejournal.com on May 9th, 2011 07:19 pm (UTC)
I did and I don't think many even noticed! XD

I like the fact that he's always reading in fics since that can only mean he is a good person x) The mustache has to go, though! MIMIIII~ I bet Mimi is smart too. Except maybe not mathematically *laughs* I could give him some extra lessons in it 8D Kyuhyun has the tendency to do that *laughs* (I don't do it often, but it has happened to me too sometimes XD)

Aw you did? Woow! More angel!fic can only be a good thing 8D I should beta the veggie!porn...

haha okay XD I'll ask him when I see him.
[identity profile] byoutekinaeiyuu.livejournal.com on May 8th, 2011 09:40 pm (UTC)


LOVE LOVE LOVE QWSDFGHJKLSDFHKDSDFGHJKLKJSASADFDRTYUIOPGFDDSAA!

haha, you are such a fangirl! ;)I miss fangirling... ;( Toshiiii!!!!!!!!!! Die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I so totally should write my thesis (I plan to officially finish my 1st one this week so I can get the thesis exam procedure started, I'm scared) and I plan to finish the intro (40pgs?) and baisic results work till next monday (I have to make a presentation for monday class). I'm so fucking blue recently, IDK why... Maybe I feel guilty coz we spent the weekend partying? Anyway, I'm a huge Bones fan now and like DEG/Bones ff would be epic! There was a DKa CSI ff with a murder and I tried to guess who the killer was (and I succeeded of course, it wasn't a hard puzzle). It'd be funny to try to come up with a Bones like thing and see if I can make it a good interesting puzzle. Maybe something set in Bones Universe - a body is being found (2 months-1 year old - to be decided yet). The body was in a plastic garbage bag weighted with rocks, dumped in a lake. And the body goes to Jeffersonian's of course ;) It appears to be some musician/music industry related guy who went missing during some Family Values-like tour some time ago. The case is both complicated (a lot of people there) and delicate (famous people might be involved, it's not so easy to question Korn twice, right?). And it certainly doesn't make it easier when it turns out some Japanese could have done it, and, minus Japanese fans, there was this one band at that tour... A band that is currently in Japan ;)

I think it'd be cool to make audience think every member could have done it like in a good criminal story ;) A great mind/writer exercise right? It'd be like playing a chess game with yourself, you are both the killer(s) and the policeman :D I.A.M.C.R.A.Z.Y.

So not a typical fanfic or not a typical DEG ff, more like a Bones ff.

I always write you such off topic comments. :/ Sorry.
[identity profile] byoutekinaeiyuu.livejournal.com on May 8th, 2011 09:47 pm (UTC)
Could be with Super Junior or any other fandom of course too.

And actually it'd be a game between the writer (the killer) and the reader (the policeman) - as the the writer's role to lie the reader into believing the plot. Also to make it fun I shouldn't use my usual fav characters the way I do - I like Toshiya, so it'd be no fun making him the killer. On the other hand I like Toshiya so I shouldn't leave him out all protected. Hm... interesting :D Pity with my imagination don't go my writing skills... :(

Sorry for spamming! x)

Edited 2011-05-08 09:49 pm (UTC)
[identity profile] fonulyn.livejournal.com on May 9th, 2011 06:45 pm (UTC)
It's pure love, isn't it? XD The expression alone is priceless!

I know I am XD And I miss it toooooo~ Why can't we get a steady flow of new pictures of Toshiya and Die? D: I WANT.

Oh so you already plan to be finished with the first? Congratulations, that sounds awesome! And hey sometimes you need to party away a weekend, there's no reason to feel bad about that! heh I'm not familiar with Bones really, to be honest, but that idea sounds amazing though! I LOVE all these murder puzzles and I religiously watch a million shows that have people solving murders in them XD So if you ever write that, I will certainly read it *laughs*

And don't be sorry! Your ideas are interesting, it's nice to hear about them! :)
[identity profile] 8written74word8.livejournal.com on May 8th, 2011 09:55 pm (UTC)
Good luck on your lesson! I'm sure you'll do just fine ;D
[identity profile] fonulyn.livejournal.com on May 9th, 2011 06:47 pm (UTC)
Thank youuu~! :D Was fine, actually XD
dooropener: music[identity profile] dooropener.livejournal.com on May 8th, 2011 10:12 pm (UTC)
different topic: Do you have the new Poisonblack album? It's not available to buy in Germany which pisses me off...

and... I'm back from Paris (report and pics in my LJ). When will you be there? If you need a hint for a affordable hotel, just ask :)
[identity profile] fonulyn.livejournal.com on May 9th, 2011 06:49 pm (UTC)
I have it downloaded but I don't have it as an actual physical copy yet. I wanted to listen to it first before buying it *laughs* Want me to upload it for you?

I saw the report and glanced through it, very beautiful pictures you have there! I just didn't have the time to comment on it yet :) We actually reserved a whole package with flights and hotels, so that won't be a problem. But other recommendations are of course welcome ;D It'll be from 10th July to 13th July.
dooropener[identity profile] dooropener.livejournal.com on May 9th, 2011 09:39 pm (UTC)
a upload would be brilliant :)

other recs.. hmmm. Eiffel-Tower of course but get there pretty early if you want to go up. If you want to go to the Louvre, don't use the main entrance but the side entrance through the Caroussel. Much less queueing.
Besides that I checked the typical tourist spots you will surely see too :)
[identity profile] fonulyn.livejournal.com on May 11th, 2011 06:26 pm (UTC)
Here you go! Poisonblack - Drive (http://www.mediafire.com/?gg1yr22pln5f692)

Oh, thanks for telling about the side entrance! I never even knew there was one XD
dooropener: music[identity profile] dooropener.livejournal.com on May 15th, 2011 09:28 pm (UTC)
you're welcome and thank you so much for the upload :)
[identity profile] songofcolour.livejournal.com on May 9th, 2011 06:27 am (UTC)
OH MY GOD WHY DID I NOT COMMENT ON THIS I wanted to wish you success last night already and now I'm probably too late. D: Sheesh.

Urgh, fucking instructor. =___= I can understand why you're panicking, really, but... as hard as it is, try not to care about her. You know you're good, you'll do your thing and if she's got problems with it, it's not your fault, okay, dear? .____.

And Kyuhyun? I thought you were all over Mimi? I'm confused. XDD So you're focussing on two single persons more likely, eh? ;D

Oh God and that match sounds brutal to me. o_O I mean, I know hockey is one of the more brutal sports and I don't wanna imagine what it's like when people overdo it... *shudders*

*cheers on you* YOU CAN DO IT! You show that asshole instructor!
[identity profile] fonulyn.livejournal.com on May 9th, 2011 06:59 pm (UTC)
You were on time! I checked my email before going to school in the morning and saw your comment and it so made me smile! :D

It was actually pretty good, the lesson *laughs* She gave me positive feedback and things turned out pretty good all in all. Which doesn't mean I won't be stressing the next lesson, I might've just gotten lucky XD But this was such a relief anyway!

haha yes Kyuhyun XD The thing is (prepare for a long explanation) that Mimi is pure concentrated sunshine and happiness and unicorns and rainbows and he is just pure love. But Kyuhyun is... hot. *coughs* Okay he is awesome and snarky and a maths nerd (c'mon, maths how could I not love him?) and has the most awesome singing voice too. But basically I suppose you could say that Mimi is the one that makes me happy and Kyuhyun is the one I drool after XD If you put it in black and white *laughs* But the best thing is that they are so squishy and cuddly together. Seriously, even if we're not talking about fanfiction and actually pairing them together, they are definitely at least bffs in real life. They're touching each other all the time, have stupid inside jokes no one else gets, smile at each other during interviews and finish each other's sentences, just to name a few. So yeah I'm kind of obsessing over both I suppose XD Man why do I have so many obsessions? *laughs* (your pretty icon reminded me of one again)

Well, and hockey isn't exactly brutal if you ask me. Granted, you take contact and all, and it can get pretty tough. But it certainly does not involve senseless beating or being violent for the sake of being violent. And it kind of pisses me off when people think hockey is like... blood on the field, while it's not.

Thank youuuuuu~ again! I♥u!
[identity profile] songofcolour.livejournal.com on May 9th, 2011 07:07 pm (UTC)
Yippeeeeee awesome! X) Hehe and great that it turned out good! (Bwahaha... yeah, you'll be stressing over the next lesson. And I'd do exactly the same. D8 We're bad, haha!)

Wow, a hot guy with a good singing voice that is a maths nerd? Sounds made for you. ;D A sexy nerd. Sexy nerds are the shit. X) But yeah, I think I get what you mean! Haha, and so cool that they're that close in reality, too. :D (And pssh - you can never have enough obsessions! Haidooooo So when you get a bit bored of one, you have tons of others to drool over! 8D Long live obsessions!)

It's not? I always thought it was... then again, I admit I never watched a match. >_> (I used to love to play it in sports lesson though!) Urgh, violence in sports is always ugly, no matter the sport. I've seen some ugly moves in football (European... not the American one XD) too, so I don't wanna imagine what it's like when you actually have a stick in your hand. O____O;

♥♥♥♥
[identity profile] fonulyn.livejournal.com on May 9th, 2011 07:16 pm (UTC)
I am so, so relieved! XD I'm like floating a bit above ground. Let's hope the next lesson won't bring me crashing down *laughs* (Yes we're bad XD Damnit!)

Exactly XD Now too bad he's Korean and waaaaaayy beyond my league *laughs* Damnit. Otherwise everything is fine XD ankngkns I love them all cuddly. (HAIDOOO~ ♥ we still need to watch some DVDs together!)

There's a whole lot more padding and stuff so even if someone hits another on the ass with the stick the chances they feel much anything aren't that high XD What I love in hockey is that the guys never pretend to be hurt like in football. It pisses me off so much when someone rolls around the field pretending to be hurt after a small bump and *ARGH*
[identity profile] seinen-no.livejournal.com on May 9th, 2011 10:33 am (UTC)
The russians really are bloodthirsty. Seems to be the same every damn year. I bet you they have a deal with the refs or something...

Oh man, worst celeb crush ever? Even more than Die? You worry me *laughs* So you're crushing more on Kyu than on Mimi? I would've thought it's the other way around.
[identity profile] seinen-no.livejournal.com on May 9th, 2011 10:33 am (UTC)
Totally forgot, I'm sure you'll be great at the teaching-lesson *nods* You always are and you have my fullest faith!
[identity profile] fonulyn.livejournal.com on May 9th, 2011 07:03 pm (UTC)
The thing is that the refs keep on ignoring them. It makes no sense that they use amateur referees in the world championships! They should use professionals like in the Olympics!

Aw you don't understand now! Die and Mimi are pure concentrated love and sunshine and I absolutely adore them to death from the bottom of my heart! But I never really had a huge urge to roll around in bed with them XD Which is exactly what I'd do if I'd get my dirty hands on Kyuhyun *coughs*
[identity profile] seinen-no.livejournal.com on May 9th, 2011 07:08 pm (UTC)
THey use amateur refs o-O. For the world championships... Okay, THAT I don't undertand at all!

Now you baffled me. You think you know a person... Haha, but that's good then. You can have Kyuhyun and I take Die XD Because I wouldn't mind a roll between the sheets with him *laughs* Not at all.
[identity profile] fonulyn.livejournal.com on May 9th, 2011 07:20 pm (UTC)
Me neither. No one does *shrugs*

Hey, I never said that I wouldn't want Die XD Just never had the hugest of urges. I'd probably rather be his best friend than anything else XD But Kyuuubb and his thighsss~ ;____;
[identity profile] seinen-no.livejournal.com on May 9th, 2011 07:22 pm (UTC)
Heh but you can have the talks with Die then and be his friend and I am his special friend *laughs* We can switch roles when it comes to your Kyu. I think he'd make a fun friend x) Die's too old for you anyway *nods*