08 May 2011 @ 07:39 pm
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Tomorrow I will have to teach a mathematics lesson in highschool, logic and number theory. More specifically, we are looking for the greatest common divisors and use the Eukleides algorithm. I went through the material several times, solved the problems I will make the students do, made sure I know how to explain things and prepared things in general. And now? Now I am drowning in panic. Sheer terror. Seriously, I am so nervous it's hard to breathe.

It's not the students I'm afraid of. It's not the topic, either, I used to love logic and number theory in high school. It's the instructor. She is incredibly strict to the point of being mean, and I am not the best person to receive criticism. Thankfully I only have to teach three lessons and then I'm done with the practical teaching! So I need to just try get through the lessons and the following two weeks and it'll be alright. I'm stressing way too much *laughs*

[livejournal.com profile] pi_ankh just posted this on tumblr and I had forgotten just how much it makes me smile. It was exactly what I needed right now.

Speaking of Korean pop, I am having an identity crisis XD I've never ever had such a celebrity crush before as I do now. I mean, granted, there are tons of hot men around and I could write a list of top100 gorgeous men to drool after anytime (remember when we started that, [livejournal.com profile] pi_ankh? we should do it again XD) but I've never before been so fixated on a single person before. *laughs* I feel like such a perv! Seriously though, Kyuhyun has edible thighs and a butt to die for. Not to mention his hands and fingers. Or his lips and neck, his eyes, his lips and the awkward and the cute.And the best thing ever is how he is so cuddly with his boyfriendMan the two are adorable! And I am addicted. Should I stop? 8D (and the worst thing is that I think he looks damn good even in his green pepper outfit. am I sick? 8D) Don't even get me started on how precious Mimi is.

...okay maybe I need food. And sleep. And stop obsessing over bbQ for a while.


AND FUCK the Russians play dirty! Seriously, watching the Czech Republic vs. Russia game makes me
a) pissed off since gdi ice hockey is NOT usually a game where you see blood and guts
b) scared since tomorrow it's going to be Finland against Russia
c) nauseated since although hockey is all about contact it's not about killing your opponents.

Not cool, Russia. Not cool.
 
 
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[identity profile] byoutekinaeiyuu.livejournal.com on May 8th, 2011 09:40 pm (UTC)


LOVE LOVE LOVE QWSDFGHJKLSDFHKDSDFGHJKLKJSASADFDRTYUIOPGFDDSAA!

haha, you are such a fangirl! ;)I miss fangirling... ;( Toshiiii!!!!!!!!!! Die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I so totally should write my thesis (I plan to officially finish my 1st one this week so I can get the thesis exam procedure started, I'm scared) and I plan to finish the intro (40pgs?) and baisic results work till next monday (I have to make a presentation for monday class). I'm so fucking blue recently, IDK why... Maybe I feel guilty coz we spent the weekend partying? Anyway, I'm a huge Bones fan now and like DEG/Bones ff would be epic! There was a DKa CSI ff with a murder and I tried to guess who the killer was (and I succeeded of course, it wasn't a hard puzzle). It'd be funny to try to come up with a Bones like thing and see if I can make it a good interesting puzzle. Maybe something set in Bones Universe - a body is being found (2 months-1 year old - to be decided yet). The body was in a plastic garbage bag weighted with rocks, dumped in a lake. And the body goes to Jeffersonian's of course ;) It appears to be some musician/music industry related guy who went missing during some Family Values-like tour some time ago. The case is both complicated (a lot of people there) and delicate (famous people might be involved, it's not so easy to question Korn twice, right?). And it certainly doesn't make it easier when it turns out some Japanese could have done it, and, minus Japanese fans, there was this one band at that tour... A band that is currently in Japan ;)

I think it'd be cool to make audience think every member could have done it like in a good criminal story ;) A great mind/writer exercise right? It'd be like playing a chess game with yourself, you are both the killer(s) and the policeman :D I.A.M.C.R.A.Z.Y.

So not a typical fanfic or not a typical DEG ff, more like a Bones ff.

I always write you such off topic comments. :/ Sorry.
[identity profile] byoutekinaeiyuu.livejournal.com on May 8th, 2011 09:47 pm (UTC)
Could be with Super Junior or any other fandom of course too.

And actually it'd be a game between the writer (the killer) and the reader (the policeman) - as the the writer's role to lie the reader into believing the plot. Also to make it fun I shouldn't use my usual fav characters the way I do - I like Toshiya, so it'd be no fun making him the killer. On the other hand I like Toshiya so I shouldn't leave him out all protected. Hm... interesting :D Pity with my imagination don't go my writing skills... :(

Sorry for spamming! x)

Edited 2011-05-08 09:49 pm (UTC)
[identity profile] fonulyn.livejournal.com on May 9th, 2011 06:45 pm (UTC)
It's pure love, isn't it? XD The expression alone is priceless!

I know I am XD And I miss it toooooo~ Why can't we get a steady flow of new pictures of Toshiya and Die? D: I WANT.

Oh so you already plan to be finished with the first? Congratulations, that sounds awesome! And hey sometimes you need to party away a weekend, there's no reason to feel bad about that! heh I'm not familiar with Bones really, to be honest, but that idea sounds amazing though! I LOVE all these murder puzzles and I religiously watch a million shows that have people solving murders in them XD So if you ever write that, I will certainly read it *laughs*

And don't be sorry! Your ideas are interesting, it's nice to hear about them! :)