I kind of really want to update this thing more. It feels that livejournal is so dead that it kind of makes me avoid it too, which is not good :| or not avoid, per se, since I do read entries and look through my friends page nearly daily, but avoid in the sense of not updating it much. I know I owe you those picture posts still but I haven't had the chance to go through them yet. Working the days leaves me completely braindead during the evenings!

I thought I'd post some photos anyway. I bought this set of glitter nailpolishes and now I've been completely glitter addicted. First I painted my nails light pink and added pink glitter, then baby blue with light blue glitter, then I had red with golden glitter and now blue with silver glitter 8D I don't have photos of the red version (which I quite liked) but the others are presented under the cut!








Please ignore my fat fingers XD I quite like the colors :3 I tried out green also but it looked bad, probably because the basic green polish I used was too light. So I'll try again with stronger green at some point. And when the world championships for ice hockey start, I'm going to paint little Finnish flags on my nails :3

When I want to cheer myself up I buy things. Hence the glitter polishes, which were only 15€ for 25 colors though so it's not that bad. And also SHINee socks! \o/ I desperately needed new socks since most of what I have are kinda sorta broken, lmao. So I ordered me some~ of course the pictures are drawn and kinda vague but hey-ho they're cute!


from left to right (in top row) Taemin, Jonghyun, Onew, Key, Minho, and in bottom row the same except Taemin is in the laundry :3 (and I'm currently wearing Minho) It's kinda funny how in the second set everyone else has glitter on but Key and Minho.

I also wanted Super Junior socks but all the ones I found on ebay were butt ugly :(

In addition to playing with nail polish, enjoying my new socks and working, I've been planning things to write. I don't get much actual writing done these days since I AM SO TIRED did I mention I'm tired? Good I'm tired :( But I keep myself sane by planning stuff and it ends up in me having a million unfinished fics and no actual energy to write any of them! \o/

I already posted the list on tumblr but this is my current wip list, excluding the fics I only have a veeeery vague idea for since if I include those the list would have forty of them and I'm not even kidding oh god I suck. BUT.


school au (minkey, side!jonghyun, side!qmi, hinted!henry/key)
- starts when they’re six years old and get to know each other, progresses until they’re 20-ish, follows how the relationship develops
- features bff jonghyun and qmi!
- over 8 500 words written, rest outlined
- stuck :| it’s the one I’m working on the most right now but somehow I find it hard to write all of the necessary scenes and I have a feeling I’m kind of rushing it… I’m in love with it as silly as it is and I don’t wanna spoil it :(

stakler!kyuhyun (qmi)
- kyuhyun has an epic crush on zhou mi and makes up excuses to get to see him
- features a lot of adorable fail from kyuhyun
- about 2 200 words written, rest outlined
- stuck, inspiration problems and lack of self dicipline. I like the idea and I know what’ll happen with it, but I don’t find the will to write it

historical (gengmi)
- geng has to go to war and years later he returns to find out that while almost everything has changed, the most essential things still exist
- inspired by the au meme and accompanying drabble
- about 2 000 words written, rest outlined (I've made slight progress from the tumblr list, then it was 1 200 words \o/)
- stuck, as well :| gets me so emotional I find it hard to focus on it. it’s like, “open word, cry, close word” lmao

player (minkey)
- key has an one-night-stand and later figures out the guy he slept with is actually quite a celebrity, drama ensues
- features bff jonghyun at least but I kinda wanna include more people, just don’t know who
- 35 words written, lmao, a vague idea of the rest. it's like, I know what happens until the halfway point in the fic but I have no clue whatsoever what to do with it then :| halp. I can only come up with really cliche things where minho rides a pink camel to key's house and gives him a thousand red roses and shouts from the rooftops he's now over his old life and blah.
- I really, really wanna write this but I don’t have a plot! BUT I WANTS THIS, NOW.

to fall in love (qmi, friends!gengmi, friends!heemi, friends!henmi, friends!mimin)
- zhou mi -focused, from when he gets to korea to a few years later, about the friendships
- features zhou mi going through several kind-of-crushes and learning to value friendship
- 1 300 words written, rest outlined
- I had forgotten about it already but I have quite a bit done so I wanna finish it, kinda uninspired though :|

kyuhyun’s issues (qmi, bff!sungmin)
- kyuhyun is jealous and sungmin helps zhou mi figure it all out
- features a grumpy jealous bbq
- about 1 200 words written, some things planned but big plotholes
- PLOTHOLES WHAT DO I DO TO THEM donuts have holes can’t plots have them too? >:(

kids teens (qmi, side!han geng)
- kyuhyun is twelve and jealous of zhou mi’s awesome friend han geng, who he thinks is stealing zhou mi from him (a sequel of sorts to the one kids!qmi fic I wrote aeons ago)
- features a grumpy jealous kid!bbq
- 2 900 words written, some stuff planned but BIG GAPING HOLES
- the problem is that this is kind of a short standalone and I could post it but I WANTED it to go on further but there’s a huge plothole I can’t parse together and idk. I could of course post this as it is and write the rest as kind of a sequel once I figure out what to do with it. idk.

kids AGAIN (qmi, small siderole for ryeowook)
- wherein kyuhyun and zhou mi are both single dads and meet because their kids are in the same class, and naturally kyuhyun instantly develops an epic crush that will eventually take them somewhere
- features a kindergarten!teacher ryeowook 8D plus kids
- lmao a whopping 350 words written, next to nothing planned
- I have no plot for this, I can’t even. but I wanted a fic with two single dads ;-; I WANNA DO THIS but I have no idea what to do with it really

censoring the working title not to give away the whole plot (qmi, TONS of characters+pairings)
- kyuhyun meets zhou mi at heechul’s birthday party and is intrigued but zhou mi acts kind of weird. just… regular friendship drama and ordinary life, they get together eventually, blabla, slight twist
- features tons of pairings I’m not sure I wanna write anymore :| also too many characters to handle (= all of SJ) and I don’t know. also features a gorgeous-ex-boyfriend!siwon who kills kyuhyun’s self esteem with his mere existence \o/
- 1 500 words written, most outlined
- some of my friends know about this since I asked them for advice, and I DO like the idea but… it is effort :| too much effort.

summer camp (minkey, qmi)
- minho, key, zhou mi and kyuhyun are instructors on a summer camp and end up becoming best friends \o/ POSSIBLE DOUBLE DATES
- this was a beginning of this fonulyn-writes-her-favourite-pairings-in-one-fic-deal-with-it thing as I wanted minkey and qmi in the same universe but then I ended up writing other pieces for the same universe (like the one already published qmi and the first wip on this list)
- 340 words written! \o/ random stuff planned but needs tons more
- I don’t have enough ideas for what could happen so it’s kind of pushed back for now but I’d love to write it since I love the beginning and this mental image I have of it ;-;

apocalypse crossover (qmi, die/toshiya, chris/leon, minkey, siwon)
- exactly what it sounds like: the world is ending and people try to survive within the apocalypse as best as they can
- features all my otps, lmao. it originally had only qmi and chris/leon but then I figured why not add my diru otp too and eventually minkey wormed their way in (c’mon I need key and his genius to translate everything for the language-impaired dummies), also features siwon who is the only straight boy around, poor thing
- around 1 000 words written, half of it planned, misses a lot still
- this feels like it’ll turn out huge and I have no patience for it :( especially since I don’t have all of it planned yet and I’d need a proper plotline to be able to make myself work on it properly. I do wanna finish it though, had a funky dream where the idea came from

ALSO ON THE LIST BUT NOTHING COHERENT OUT YET:
- taekey smut: it’s kinda addictive and I wanna write more, idk, no ideas though
- onkey smut: ...I really wanna, ok, but no ideas
- minkey smut: DEPRIVED but no ideas
- ot5 smut: got talked into it but idk if it ever happens written, lmao

WHY AM I LIKE THIS I need to stop writing bad porn D:

So. Yes. In addition to those there are two requests I need to (and want to!) fill, which are basically
- taekey for mhn77 where Taemin turns Key's life upside down~ (very vague ideas but I'd need something more concrete to write it :|)
- taekey for linnhe based on this (I have ~feelings~ but no real ideas)
- ...someone requested onkey from me too but I have no idea who right now and I don't think there was much of a prompt but idk.


So. That was long and I apologize :|

Oh man, really. I have a master's degree in science and I spend my evening wriggling my toes since I have cute socks. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME.

I shall go find food.